back in melb

back in melb!!
crazy! 5 dozens of krispy kreme!! won't want to do that again!
everyone's watching, from syd all the way home! >.<
'wow! how many u got there?!' said the air stewardess.
'ur 1 week supply of doughnuts!' said a skybus passenger.
'i'm sure u like doughnuts!' said the building manager.

miserable weather in melb.. cold, raining. it started raining when i was about to get home. sigh... syd is so sunny!

ok... cont update abt my syd trip...
sat: fish market, uni of syd, disney on ice
conclusion of the day: will be back for sashimi, will love melb uni more, disney is not just for kids :) i luv it too!

sun: opera house, the rocks, chinatown, DFO, dinner at JuJu (a jap restaurant
conclusion of the day: opera hs market is not so worth going, weekend at the rocks is always good with the market although they're abt the same since few years back, breadstory is not bad, 2 tops for me + looking fwd to DFO at spencer st (melb), good food good friends.

mon: Lindt at Martin Pl, Pancake on the rocks
conclusion of the day: will be back again for hot choc (dark choc)!!, and pork ribs and of course pancakes!!

tues (today lor): Kingsford airport, Tullamarine airport
thought won't hv enough time to get the 'nuts', was panic when couldn't find the krispy kreme stall at first. then was wondering if 5 dozen is too much for the cabin overhead locker. haha! but yea... they fit in just nice :)
i was hoping that more ppl will put their bags next to the 'nuts' so that they will 'sit still' in the overhead locker. ended up the 'nuts' shared the space with 2 other small bags and i had 3 seats in a row by myself.
phew... next time (if there is), 3 dozen is the max i'll carry! haha!

and i found 3 'cool things' abt syd train (the train itself, train station). i might sound a bit 'sua ku' but.. haha:

1. this thingy where train passengers hold on to it. it's cool coz it's not connected all the way to the bottom


2. the ads and news projected on the wall

3. the seats in the new train which u can change the back of the seats for train going in either direction. coz trains go back the other way after they reach the end station, so if the seats are fixed for one way, ppl will be sitting facing backwards when the train goes the other way. so those seats in the new trains, ppl can just change the 'direction' of the seats so that you can seat 1 of the 2 'directions' u prefer. sounds complicated? :P

深情密码５分钟宣传片

~Sydney~

Arrived here on wed 4.20pm
had korean hotpot as dinner near capitol (not recommended)
then went home (where my bro lives)

woke up at 9 something am, vacuum clean part of the house, with the oldest vacuum cleaner i've ever used!
took a ferry to circular quay, then train, to Central
met up with Ant and his friends.
lunch then karaoke!
6.15pm met up with bro at Chatswood. there's a small night market with one of the stalls selling octopus balls. then to Chatswood Westfield. target: houseware :S
came home, requested for results. waited from 10pm till 1.15am, gave up... sleep.

this morning, finally got my results!
if i'm not mistaken, this is my first time getting my results on 'the day' through SIS itself. i usually request for the results the day before and i'll get it through uni email the night before 'the day'.

whee!!

it's 5.04 am now... i'm still awake...
thought of staying at home spending my time reading (not text books of course!) in my bed whole day yday.

but i ended up went to uni and practise my piano! :D hvn't been touching the keys since beginnig of this yr in kl, and hvn't been playing the pieces i played for my exam ever since i finished the piano exam before i came to trinity! so happy to 'have half of them back', as in... i can't play as smoothly as i did. anyway, it's good to find out that i can always go uni to practise during this holiday!! :D

then, went to watch DaVinci Code in the afternoon.
yup... i went alone... first time ever to go to the cinema alone... not a bad experience but i won't want to do that again. haha! coz i hv noone to grab or lean on when it comes to those 'exciting' parts. haha!
there were only 10 ppl in total in that cinema!
the movie... well... still dont quite understand some of the parts although i'd read the book. and the movie is a bit different from the book. but overall the film was ok-good lor... as in... the whole story happened in a very short period of time... in 1 or 2 days i think... so it's quite rush.

then after dinner, went sing k! :D
then went to fed sq for the WC... aus vs italy.
i'm not a soccer person, but still, the match was very 'gan jeong'! especially towards the end.

okie, better go sleep now... *yawn* *yawn*

林志炫-鳳凰花開的路口

a very touching graduation song

~holidays~

yippie!! finally and officially on holiday now!!
so relieved!!
yday after the ppr, straight out from the exam hall... felt so so so happy! not because i did well for that ppr, but just happy!
met up with Grace who went back last night after the ppr, both of us were too happy and kept on laughing until we got on the tram. haha!
i dont remember when was the last time i went home straight after exam. haha!

after the steamboat dinner, which i actually left earlier than some of them coz of the discomfort in my stomach, while waiting for the tram, saw so many shops on sale now!! whee!! want to get myself a wallet this holiday. been 'hunting' for one since 1 month ago... hvn't found one that i really like. ya.. i'm being picky. i think that's good to be picky, so that u won't simply buy things that u'll regret. erm.. well, i did bought things that made me regret of buying lar. haha!

oh and.. talking abt stomach-ache... the chinese medicine i got here is the best!! (ask me for more details if u need it... of course i hope that u don't!) super effective! sigh... this semester.. felt sorry for my poor stomach.. so this holiday must treat it well. :D

last night... felt so happy and senang when i went to bed.
during the exam time or uni days, before go to sleep, sure hv things to worry, things to think, things to plan... but last nite... woa... nothing to worry abt.. just 'zzz' is the signal sent through my mind. haha! so happy!
真是无‘试’一身轻! :D

hmm... need to plan wat to do during this hol...
watch drama series, movie (including the long 'tahan-ed' DaVinci code),
wash my bag, clean the apartment (although not goin to SUPER spring clean it),
sort out and scan in our childhood photos,
find out abt where to visit in Syd (other than the syd city!) and NZ (still need some research before deciding to go or not),
get myself a wallet,
hang out with some frens (hopefully),
plan wat subject to take next sem ><,
erm... wat else?!
oh.. and watch soccer! not every match, but at least a few. although i'm not a soccer fan, but how can i not join in the 'fun' during this WC leh?! hvn't watched a single match yet since the WC started.

to everyone having holidays: have a good break!! enjoy urself!

AHHHH

3 more hours before my exam starts!!! ><
it's worth 50% of the subj's marks for this sem. it's a prac subj
might sound easy huh... but i'm not goin to let them slip through this time
all the questions are like problem solving type... so even there's not much materials to go through (1 lecture + a 3 hour prac per week), it can be tough too.

okok... better get going now... last minute glance through, shower, lunch, go!

2 more to go...

Can't believe that this is the final week of sem 1 exam period!!
and it's tuesday today, which means my paper will be on the day after tmr and last ppr on the following day!!!
feel excited about goin to end sem 1 exam so soon but also worried abt the last 2 pprs. :S
after my 2nd ppr, which was last tuesday, i've already lost half of the motivation to keep up my study mood. but after yday's study group, my study mood came back again. hope it'll stay with me till friday!!
wish me luck!!

感人的故事

虽然这不是我第一次在网上读到这个故事，但我还是哭了...
http://www.keyweb.com.tw/11/01/

How lucky are you?

Your Luck Quotient: 53%

You have an average luck quotient. There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky. You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it. So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.

How Lucky Are You?

What do you think?

What do you ppl think abt lending your notes to other ppl?
The only question that make me think about my answer is whether that person is 'worth helping'. as in, If that person had worked hard enough but still don't understand the material, i'm very happy to lend it to him/her.
But if that person wants to borrow because he/she always skip lectures without good reasons (anyway, what good reason will that be for a STUDENT to skip classes?), i will say no.
I might sound very selfish but honestly, that's what i think.

so if a person came to u 6 days before the final exam for that subject, asking you for your notes,
should i say that he/she just don't bother to catch up when he/she was left behind weeks (or even months?) before that day?
or should i think that he/she simply need your help on some of the stuff that is bothering him/her?

Pls correct me if my attitude is wrong
and PLS don't say that i refused to lend my notes becoz i don't want you to do better than me!! that really hurts!!

Autumn 

still in SWOT vac

Went to an extra swot vac tute today. really worried for not able to answer/understand 90% of the things mentioned in the tute!! the exam for taht ppr is on 23rd, my last ppr. but remembering that during the first lecture for that subject (genetic analysis), the lecturer said half of us will fail this subj. ><

hate myself for being sleepy when i really need to concentrate on my studies.
anyone has any suggestion to keep me awake?
coffee - not effective
other junk food - can't concentrate on studies while eating
music - me can only study in complete silence
how how how??!!!

没有粽子的端午节

today (as in.. yesterday?) is 端午节, in case u're wondering wat that is, it's a chinese festival where ppl will eat the 粽子(err... can call that rice dumplings?) and the festival is to commemorate a chinese warrior (gosh.. my translation is bad!!)
well, after the extra tute today (10am till 4pm staight), went down to city to look for 粽子. thinking that after having biscuits for lunch during the tute, can have a nice 粽子for dinner, but couldn't get the one with pork that i want! all left was the sweet one. :(
so that's today... 没有粽子的端午节 (the rice dumpling festival without rice dumplings)

~end of sem 1~

Last day of the semester...
finally.. all the assignments, reports are cleared!
went to hand in the 1500 words ABP report today after my classes. a big relief for that one... spent so much time on the project and report but the report only worth 10%.. hmm.. hopefully it is worth all the effort. stayed up till 5.15am this morning to finish the printing. the 2 copies of 19 pages work took me hours to print them all!! i've wasted 16 pages printed with errors, so had to print those pages over again. Well, perhaps it's because me who wants them to be as perfect as possible so that's the price paid.
yday, i had been awake since 7am (for the 8am lecture) till 5am this morning. had a 5 hour sleep and here i am now, still quite energetic. :D

met a fren today in uni, haven't seen her for weeks? months?
we talked abt a few trinity friends who are goin overseas exchange next semester. seems that a few ppl around me are goin away next sem, either for 1 sem or 1 yr, so propably won't see them for some time till next yr.
wonder how it will be next yr... when many of my friends will be finishing their uni degree, including me. will we all still be in melb? will we still see each other?

uni is different from high school, that uni friends came from many different places, even around the world whereas most high school friends came from the same state, well or at least the same country. although my high school friends are now in kl, s'pore, some in taiwan, uk, aus... as long as we're still studying, we are pretty much in contact, hving the 'similar wavelength'.
once we're out in the working world, it'll be so different. can't imagine how it'll be.

well, this semester is a very colourful one to me. i can feel that i didn't waste my semester at all. really looking fwd to the next sem and hope that it'll be a great final sem!!

for now, hv to study for the exams lar!
still behind many of the lectures, especially molecular genetics :S
happy studying to those who are hving exam soon!!

Final week of sem

It's been almost a month since i last updated my blog
this will be the last week of the semester in uni. but the final 2 weeks of the sem is my busiest weeks which i have 6 assignments, reports, essays and presentation.
but now, i have a report and a 1500 words essay yet to be done.
no time to catch up my far left behind lectures. really worry abt my exams! 8, 13, 22, 23 June
just can't wait to finish my exams.

had my applied bioinformatics project (ABP) presentation on friday. well, it wasn't too bad i should say. but i'm sure we can do better than that. anyway, we're all happy with that. and to be honest, the marks we got is better than what i've expected.

alright then, hv to start writing my ABP essay now... at least to start reading the articles. :S

~end of easter break~

10 days of easter break is going to end soon... :( still hv lots of work to do... this hol isn't really a break for me, and it's too short!! sigh...
well, other than my uncle, aunt and szesze's visit, dun hv much 'entertainment' liao.
ooh.. ya, i also consider CTG rehearsals and meeting as my entertainment. haha! as long as i'm out of my studies.

woa... 1 week to go for the Awards night!!! XD after the awards night, i'm back to my own time again! but i'll miss them ... aih.. that always happen after every production. especially those shows that last for 1 or 2 weeks. coz everyday after uni, will go to the theatre and spend the whole night there with the production team around u. then after the last show, everything 'back to normal', won't see those ppl that often anymore. will feel the emptiness at least for a few days. although this sem, it's not a big production, we always see each other during the 4 weeks of workshop, meetings and rehearsals. so i'll still miss all those days and all of them. but good that i can still see some of them at the ctg table during lunch time.. hehe actually, that's the place where i usually hv my lunch this sem. :D aih... now already start to miss them lar...~~

clubs and societies in the uni really make my life more colourful!
without them, i won't know many ppl other than my own trinity, biomed frens and i'll be study study and study everyday... no fun!
and i've learnt alot from those activities. time management, handling relationship with frens... i can feel that i'm in the uni, instead of just i'm in biomed. get wat i mean?
final yr in uni really makes me think of alot of stuff...

till here this time, better study for midsemtest now... ciao...

Awards Night 29th April!!

the 4 days of workshop finally over...
but the Awards night is yet to come
really feel greatful to all the ppl who had helped out for the workshop
I've learned a lot from this workshop... from organizing stuff, time management to managing with ppl. it's a good experience for me
hope everything goes well for the awards night!

well, although i don't think many ppl actually see this blog, i still wanna let you all know...

~CTG Awards Night: 29th april (sat) 6.50pm @ Open Stage Theatre~
Cgroup member $5
non member $7
come support lar!!! only 130 tix for sale, so be quick! :)


went to watch Alice in Wonderland in uni... a musical by the Fishnet production
the production team took 6 weeks to get everything done... that was really good for 6 weeks of effort! it was a ~2 hour show
and to be honest, it was better than what i've expected

and last nite's Night market was fun!!
so many food stalls. i hvn't really been to the night market in uni before although muoss has it every year. and this year, many of my friends were selling stuff so it's very fun for me.
erm... but feel pai seh for ctg and momu coz actually i was suppose to help selling herbal tea eggs for ctg from 8pm onwards. but they were all sold out before 8pm. so i din help out much for ctg. and momu also... din help anything when i'd promise to help for 1 hour.

aih... mid sem test for genome science coming ar!! next thurs!!
better study lar... but still can't find shoes for the ball on thurs!

I want a digital piano!

I miss my piano again....
This morning's 9am Genome Sc lecture was very boring. I wasn't concetrating and my brain was full of piano scores.
This is not the first time i miss playing piano in melb.
Really want to buy myself a digital piano over here. But a new one costs abt $950! Dunno where to find a 2nd hand one. kept telling myself that i'll save money for that but so far... still a long way to go. haha!

x??!!

I'm sure everyone has this sort of experience:
There's something, x that you really don't like,
but due to some other circumstances, u can't change it anymore and hv to use it,
the big prob is... x will affect the image of Y.
and now, all i can do is...
to hope that the ppl who came up with the idea x will realise this prob (which is unlikely to happen), OR
to hope those who are using x now will realise the prob and try to improve x.

i keep thinking abt this on and off since everything happened 2 days ago...

other than hoping this hoping that, should i just tell the ppl who came up with that idea??!!

Commonwealth Games opening ceremony 

Commonwealth Games opening ceremony 

Commonwealth Games opening ceremony 

Commonwealth Games in Melb

Commonwealth games started on Wed!
The fireworks are so nice!!!!
those who were in melb city that night, should hv gone to see the live version!
Hope to go watch the closing ceremony fireworks if there's one. the closing ceremony is on next sunday.
during the CG period, there're some events around melb city.

Yesterday was the first day of CTG workshop!
well, to be honest, it turned out better than what i've expected.
But there were still some problems (which are unavoidable) during the workshop. and there are still more to be improved. and i hv more to learn too! :)
Hope everything's smooth till the end of the Awards night!!!

updates

woa... 2 weeks already since uni started!
how hv i been?

went to the night market at vic mart on Wed with a bunch of frens. the danish pancakes are sooo nice!!!

well, lecs are ok... as in... still very blur but i think should be able to catch up IF i do the readings. haha! But i still need help from ppl who did 215 to do my assignments!!! :(
that's so not fair! Biomed ppl can't do 215 (a genetics subject) in 2nd sem 2nd yr. and now in 3rd year, they expect us to know stuff from 215!

CTG workshop is goin to start next sat.
hmm... hope that everything will be fine.

*yawn* so sleepy now but i know i should finish my prac hw and assignment before i go to bed.
Played tennis for 2 hours today.... that's why i'm so tired now.

and ya... Ai Hui (my primary classmate who is studying in NZ) is visiting melb, end of june! thinking of goin to syd with her in early july. :D
hmm.... this winter holiday, i want to go skiing and go sydney. :P

start of 3rd year

uni starts for almost a week now...
feeling a little miserable...

coz hv to work hard dee... it's my final yr u know?!
and this week i'm still quite free, but others seem to be busy so ... :(
beginning of my 2nd year was even worse... i was so very miserable and sad.. coz i came back to melb quite late... haven't got the time to tune myself back into the uni mood.

and also... 3rd year biomed ppl are in different streams now... :(
so we seldom see each other in classes.
from 1st year, we see each other at least 12 hours a week;
2nd year.... at least 6 hours a week;
3rd year.... abt 2 hours a week?

we used to walk from one lecture theatre to the other together...
we used to sit together during lectures...

really miss those days!!

uni starting soon!

Yesterday was the final orientation event of muoss - the Amazing Race
although it was raining, we had to cont the event. I was the team leader of 4 strong guys and a sporty girl. we were all running like mad in the rain, going ard city, from lygon st to fitroy garden and crown... there were 8 core checkpoints and 3 bonus ones. we did all of them except 1 bonus checkpoint.
before heading back to the finish line, which was at the muoss lounge in union house, i slipped and fell down in uni! gosh.. the first time i ever fell down in melbourne! haha!
well, the good thing is our team won the 2nd prize!!! a $300 bowling voucher at kingpin bowling.
Team leaders are actually not included in the prizes but my team members invited me to share the prize with them. :D

hmm... uni starts on monday.... :(
wish i have another week of holiday!

well, final year of my undergrad, must play hard while study hard! that's wat i always say to myself. :D

back in melb

Woa! my first post since i came back to melb on sunday morning!
well, this week, i've been volunteering for MUOSS (Melb Uni Oversease Student Services) during the uni o'week and helping a bit at CTG recruitment.
the weather for these 2 days is very hot! it's more than thirty degrees here in melb, well >30 means really really hot in melb. coz the sun is shining hard and it's dry .
it's tiring but fun overall. looking fwd to the Amazing Race by MUOSS tomorrow! but the weather forecast says it's goin to rain tmr :(
and yesterday in uni, i met a primary classmate whom i hv'nt seen for 8 years! so surprised to see her! in melb!

i just woke up from my afternoon nap... well, i seldom take naps in the afternoon, unless i'm really sleepy (and can't concentrate on my studies or wat) and tired.

and my new flatmate is moving in later tonite. hope we'll get along well :D

more update soon...

hmm....

starting to get bored liao....
at home... not goin anywhere... sien....
not that there's nowhere to go.. but noone to go with ...
when hv ppl to go with, no transportation.

13 days to go

ya... 13 days before i'm flying off to Melb.

This trip to genting was.... quite OK... as in... not too interesting . haha!
It was my first time to enter the casino in genting.
and also my first time to the cinema there.
We didn't bother go outdoors since it was too cold and quite misty

went to primary 5,6 class teacher's house yesterday.
19 of us went. haven't seen some of them for years! even since we left primary school!
It was very good to catch up with each other.
Hope that the MSN group that we've set up will keep us all in touch. :D

visited my piano teacher in the evening.
a good catch up with her and another friend who is her piano student.

looking forward to 'fully utilise' these 2 weeks before leaving. :D

Back from Penang

Just came back from Penang this afternoon.
the traffic was quite bad on our way back. it took us almost 6 hours drive to get home. it usually takes abt 4 hours.
this year's cny is... as usual... eat, angpao, play, visiting and sleep. haha!
the weather is so hot in penang!!! as usual lar that is.

hmm.. missed the highschool cny gathering. :(
last year as well! I was still in Penang. duh...

well, abt 2 and a half weeks, i'll be in melb lar. that's fast!
no mood for uni yet. :D

goin to genting tmr, coming back on the next day.
dunno wat to do there yet...

A new year...

It was my 21st bday yesterday...
Did nothing 'unusual' at home during the day since i woke up, except recieving bday greetings from my friends....

i got my 1st one, an sms from Gary at 12am, which is before i slept.
then after i woke up, in the morning... the 1st greetings on the phone is from CheeLup!!! from UK!!! so touched that you called!!
the 1st sms since i woke up is from Khai Ern... my primary classmate.
then... the 1st bday greeting on msn is from JingYing... my ex-housemate in Melb.
also thanks to friends that sent me E-cards, sms, or even a testimonial on friendster :P, or a simple msn msg...

i only got sms from 1 person before i went to sleep. :( awww....
haha... anyway...

then went for dinner with my family...
we went for the Hakka 'lei cha'. a traditional dish for Hakka ppl.
it is one of my favourite food in KL!
then we came home, took pics, cut bday cake!! my 3rd b'day cake for this year's bday!! haha!!

there goes my 21st birthday...
although the birthday is just a normal day on the calender, it makes the birthday girl/boy feels her/himself being the important person, at least for the day...

so, what does being a 21-year-old mean ?
to me.. it means the same since i was 20...
to my parents... also no big diffr gua?? hmm.... still wondering...

early bday

had a good b'day steamboat dinner last night with my college, albert hs friends. Thanks guys!! erm... last night as in Sunday night. :)
SzeSze was there too! and we celebrated our bday together. :D
i've been thinking of how to celebrate our bday..
our first idea was karaoke...
2nd idea was a lunch or dinner at MidValley...
3rd idea was by KimHoong... seafood at somewhere at the Extreme Park...
then later KH found out that the Extreme Park was closed ... for some reason...
so he suggested to go to this steamboat buffet near Sunway.

It was a good dinner... first time gather with them (except YeeFei) since i came back from Melb last Dec.
it was a simple celebration but we're all happy... that's the most important point right?
Hope SzeSze enjoyed too!

well, i cut my 2nd bday cake for this year after the dinner. haha!
the first one was a chocolate sponge cake at s'pore... SinYee was the one who went to choose the cake... :)
this 2nd one was a blueberry cheesecake... Yee Fei's the one who bought it... :)
yay... both are my best friends...
knew SinYee since form 1...
knew YeeFei since Trinity...
eh... both of them have a word 'Yee' in their names :D

Primary classmates gathering

Yup... just went for my primary classmates gathering today...
we went to this restaurant at the Curve where you can hv live band playing (and singing) songs dedicated by the customers. good band!

i haven't seen some of them for years!!! as in... 5 years or more!!
but we all still look the same. haha!
good to catch up with them... hope to see them again during CNY at our form teacher's house :D

S'pore Jan 06

Wheeee.... came back from S'pore yesterday evening.
had good time in s'pore...
met up with high school friends from NTU and NUS, Melb friends and few ppl i knew from my last year's trip at NIE.
thanks to you guys for making all the gatherings fun!

I went to s'pore on Sat...
then sun nite 15 of us went for steamboat at Marina despite the heavy rain!! it was hot but fun!!
we were busy eating, busy chattin, and busy hiding behind our own 'human barrier' to drink the drinks that we brought from outside. haha!

It rained every single day when we were there... oh ya... i went to s'pore with YeeFei.
we took a 5.5 hours train down to Woodlands where i met my aunt and cousin.

Monday night was SinYee's 21st bday :D
someone almost got thrown into the NIE lake.. but failed... haha!
that was their 'tradition' during bday celebrations.

then... during uni days... went to meet them for lunch during their lunch breaks... went to a 2nd yr engineering (physics... talking abt fluid) lecture and a 2nd yr chinese theatre appreciation lecture. we couldn't stand the boredom so went out of the physics lec after 30 mins. while for the chinese th appreciation one... we couldn't get out half way through coz there were no break at all during the 2 hours lecture! and the lec was a small one... only abt 70 students there. so the lecturer can easily see who's doin wat. haha... but.. well... it was a new subject for me... kind of interesting thou... we got to watch those traditional chinese stage theatre.

ooh... i tried their Fan-tastic burger at McD!
imagine a McChicken burger... replace the 2 pieces of bread with 2 'pieces' of rice
it's good leh! I couldn't find it in M'sia.

then on thurs... met up with Marian, LeeXin etc...
months since i last saw Marian.
Heard many interesting stories from LeeFen. haha!

The night before we left s'pore...
they 'surprised' me by celebrating my 21st bday (that's almost 1 wk earlier) at my aunt's place
'surprised' coz i did hear their noise and footsteps when they are coming. haha!
anyway... it's so nice of you guys!! thank you!! *hugs*

This trip to s'pore wasn't a long one...
compared to last year... i was there for almost 1 month.
but it is as good as the last one!
coz i spent more time with you guys...
the only thing to be regret is... i still didn't visit NUS!!! :( :(
stupid rain!!
SinYee actually planned to bring us there on Sunday but it rained the whole day!!!!
aih...

in S'pore

In s'pore now....
having great time here in NTU. haha!
i came here with YeeFei... goin back on this friday
It rained the whole day yesterday!! from morning till mid nite before i slept.
last nite, my highshool mates from NTU and the few of them from NUS went for steamboat at Marina Bay despite the heavy rain~ it was fun! haha!!
and we just went to a (quite boring one) engineering lec just now... it was a 1 hr lec but we left 30 mins early.
so i'm now in the library.. waiting for them to hv lunch together. :D
looking fwd to SinYee's b'day celebration tonite!! yay!
hmm.. looks like it's goin to rain again today.. :(
pray hard! haha!!

~holiday~

Yesterday nite, me and another 3 primary school frens went out to hv a drink.
it's been years since i last seen 1 of them.
so good to hv primary school mates still in touch!!
8 years since we left our primary school!!
some of us even graduating this year!
man... that was fast!!

today... had been watching a 25 episode taiwanese drama series from 10am till 1045pm today!
i like to watch drama series... don't mind sacrifice my sleep to watch whole nite if it's a good one.
that's wat i did in melb after the exam.

well... can't wait to see you guys in s'pore!!
hope to visit NUS this trip. :D

holiday...

Happy new year!!
this year's new year... i NEARLY went to my first.. ya.. my first new year countdown! haha!
but nah.. we went home at 11 something.
next time lar... hope can tahan till the next day baru go home. :)

I'm still enjoying my holiday... still much to do...
still many things haven't done...
still many drama series havent' watch...
still many ppl havent' meet up...
looking fwd to go to s'pore ... i haven't buy tic yet thou...

wow... CNY is coming soon.. that's fast!
well, coming back for hol for 1.5 months isn't that long after all.
time flies... (as always)

Wheee....

Went out with a primary school fren today...
where to?
after lunch, we went to our primary school! haha! well, just drove around it, didn't get off the car. Never went there for years now! ever since i left school, i only been into the school for once (for a price giving ceremony) and that's it! haha!
then to my sec school. haven't been back there for almost 2 years now.
The buildings are still the same
saw some pics of my teachers... most of them still look the same thou :D
then went to the Curve. hmm.. next time hv to go there for RedBox lar! haha!
Had a great time today. :D thanks buddy!
Hope that next time we don't hv to 'count 1 2 3' again (u know wat i mean)! haha!

Merry Christmas!!

It's my first christmas in melb!!
eh.. hang on... i think this is the 2nd one...
ya... i've been here in melb few years ago. that time, i left on the 26th i think... or 25th? but definitely not 27th!

well, this is my first christmas in melb city!

went to the crown for the christmas carols at 8.10pm
after that, we waited for the flame along the river but it didn't come out!
so we went home after that. :(

then, watched the Carols by Candlelight on tv.
it's actually a 'concert' in Melb, an open-air stage.
next time if i'm in melb for christmas, must go to their rehearsal on the 23rd! it's far cheaper than the real show... ya.. you need to pay for the REHEARSAL!!
and another thing is...
a fren just told me that Boulevard in Ivanhoe has lots of xmas decorations!
many houses there are decorated for the xmas.
i remember seeing few houses like those at Endeavour Hills

hmm... my 2 'christmas plans' if i'm in Melb during xmas...
1) go to the REHEARSAL of Carols by Candlelight then watch the real thing on tv
2) see decorations at Boulevard in Ivanhoe
:D

i guess things i like most abt xmas are the carols and the decorations
oh... and see if i can add this on my list... boxing day shopping! haha!

'Back' in melb

Went to Syd for 6 days.
came back yesterday night (just hours ago).

well, this trip wasn't as good as i've expected.
but it's still alright.
met 2 new friends (should call them our family friends), met up with a friend, and mum's old schoolmate (or classmate?)
I think it's not a good trip for someone who has never been to syd coz we didn't go to many 'tourist spots'.
and i haven't been to the Fish market!!! :(
next time to syd, it's a must go destination for me!! haha!

It's sooooo good to be (back) in Melb. I miss my bed, my pillow, my toys, my quilt, my room, and my internet!!!!
I went to bed early in Syd, everynight before 12 (except one day, 12.30).

coming back to melb means a few more days before goin back to my 'real home'...
looking forward to meet my friends there, shopping in kl and the fooooood!!

:(

got my results today....
really disappointed by pathology... the 80% ppr with 3 essays + dunno how many (forget d) short answer questions
now that i've got my results, another decision to make now...

anyways, tmr mum and dad are goin to the GreatOceanRoad day trip.
hope they'll enjoy
while me and my grandma will be at home... hmm... i'll make a chocolate cheesecake with her.

This is bad...

Why can't i treat my parents the way i treat my friends?!
really hate myself for that!!!
To be honest, although they are here now... i'm not as happy as you thought i'll be.
I know this is not right.
I'm easily annoyed by the little things that they do. they don't have bad intension at all... but i'm just...
feel bad abt that... :(

this is my dad's first trip to Australia. for sure i want him to enjoy his stay here!
but now...
i've screwed things up.
mayb i've expected too much from them.
mayb i should just 'adapt' to 'how' they are.

i admit that i did change ever since i came overseas to study...
if not, i wouldn't feel like this right? as in...
i don't recall myself being annoyed by them when i'm still in high school!

Really hope that time can go backwards... even for 2 hours!

Disappointment...

Talked to my mum today...
Shouldn't have mentioned 'something' to her just now...
aih....

feel disappointed with her coz...
whenever i ask her for opinion when i hv problems or facing a dilemma,
wat she says is exactly wat i've thought of before i open my mouth to ask her.
and sometimes, I am the one who will be telling her why her ideas don't work!
plus she won't ask me more abt the situation and stuff. therefore that makes me very reluctant to tell her more abt it.
so... wat's the point of me mentioning my problems to her?!!
she might think that i'm old enough to make my own choice.
but i just want someone who can at least discuss the problem with me,
i'm not hoping for a direction!

不请自来的...

When all of my friends whom I usually hang out with went back to M'sia already,
(well, except that SzeSze is here in melb but with her family)
a 不速之客 came and 'stay' with me
who is that?
a pigeon! -_-|||
it laid eggs in the only pot of plant that i have at my balcony!
ya... EGGSSSSS! 2 of them!!! -_-|||

anyone know how long it'll take for the eggs to hatch and then fly away?
hope she won't lay anymore eggs from now on!
she laid the first egg on Tuesday,
and I saw the 2nd one today. -_-|||
aih....

well, it was very hot in Melbourne today... was 33c in the city at ard 4.30pm
went merayau-rayau in melb central in the afternoon... ooh... merayau-rayau means strolling in malay.
although i was alone, i quite like it that way.
well, sometimes lar...
still prefer being together with frens. :)
i went up to the cinema in Melb central...
Harry Potter starts showing today!
but hmph... noone to watch with... u guys went back already!! :(

How true are they?

Did a few tests today...

This one is quite true but not entirely:

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

This one erm....

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

and

You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)

You're logical, driven, and ruthless. You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

and some fun ones... haha!

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

You Are Mud Pie

You're the perfect combo of flavor and depth Those who like you give into their impulses

What Kind of Pie Are You?

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication. Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

What Language Should You Learn?

最近比较烦

考完试放假，还以为能无忧无虑的，奖励下自己在大二的 hard work。
结果现在，比放假前有更多东西想，更多东西烦。
公事、housemate 的事，都是因为当时没看清整件事情，而造成现在的烦恼。
好想在爸妈过来之前把事情都解决掉。

Sien...

我 ... 又再被证明了
是一个不能在‘紧要关头’做出令自己满意、不后悔的决定的人。
realise 并不足够。
要知道怎么改进才是有用。

想 想 想
难道就是要我做多点仓促的决定后才会改进？
那太不划算了吧 ?!

唉 ...
现在只是想有用 ar？转得回么？

不爽! 罢!
ARGH!!!

HOLIDAY!!

Yay! had my last ppr of the year er... yesterday?! coz it's 1.34 am now. haha!
and had a good dinner at nic's place. :D
thanks to u guys for postponing the dinner till i finish my exam! how nice!!
well... wat to do now?
go out with frens, or even just doin nothing at home, i don't mind haha!
looking forward for SzeSze to come! yay!!

all the best for ppl who still hvn't finish their exams. :)

Duh...

Duh... woke up late this morning!
miss the first hour of revision class.
so just went for 1 hour class and went home before the last hour (coz i think it's not very worth staying).
and i realise that it took me less than 30 mins to walk home from uni!! i always thought it's far but it's actually not too bad.

ok, and i thought of another thing that i can do during my holiday (ya.. started planning alrady)
that is... find out abt dreams... the meaning of those dream ppl (mostly me) had. i'm always curious abt wat are the meaning of those dreams i had.
and i had a bad one last nite. and when i woke up, i went: luckily it's just a dream!

1 down... 2 to go...

Yay! First ppr done!!
Can't wait to get IBS out of my brain! need more space for the coming 2 pprs. have to put both of them in my brain at the same time coz only 1 day in btwn the 2 of them.
ooh... i'm sure time flies as soon as i start my first ppr.
yay! which means, holiday coming soon!!!

well, today... bit disappointed with someone...
ya i know... u can't expect ppl to do the same thing to u like how u treat them. mayb i'm just expecting too much? or i care too much at first?
fine... life's like this.. u can never get things fair and square.
ok, i'm just disappointed, nothing more...

alright, just finish my dinner,
time to stuff things inside my brain now.. hope they all will go to the neocortex, or at least stay in hippocampus till my exams finish! haha!

First ppr... soon...

Woa!! Tmr (err.. i mean today) i'll hv my first ppr!!
At last!! when most ppl finish countdown-ing, 'busy' celebrating, or even 'home-sweet-home' already, I baru start my first ppr!! sad case...
haha
k, i better 'sleep earlier' now... used to sleep after 3am.. but today should sleep earlier like... 2.20 am? haha!
luckily all my pprs are in the afternoon.
all the best to me!! :D

:)

Haven't seen most of my uni frens for weeks now... until today...
SC and Nic came over today and then we had dinner together.
today is my most fun relaxing day since swot vac begins. thanks to the two of them!
when the 3 of us are together, we can be soooo childish!! haha! well, u 2 should know wat i'm talking abt. ;) haha!
and really look forward to next wed!! my last ppr! and nic's dinner! yay!!!
really can't wait for the exams to finish!!!!!!

still on my SWOT vac

well, after the 1st week of exam period, i'm still... '0 down 3 to go'
a bit sien coz still 3 papers ahead of me.
WISH i had my first ppr on the first few days, then ibs on 17th, then genetics on 21st is ok lar.. haha!

well... still struggling in neuro part of IBS. Salute to neuroscience ppl!!!
spent most of my time on neuro this time but still can't remember them.
past year ppr is scaring me!!

done some calculations on my IBS marks after getting the 2nd mid sem test results few days ago. never been 'calculative' before but this time. was on the border line (for getting H1. ya.. i know... don't shoot me on that! haha!) for first sem IBS 1 so bit 'worried?' abt this sem's IBS 2 and since mid sem results sucks!

okok, need to head back to IBS now... blek...

Where are those fans??!!

Yesterday, went to the city, thinking of getting an electrical fan.
BigW, Target... sold out!
few left in Safeway and HN.
i didn't buy at last...
went to Myer to have a look, saw the coolers there... sooooo cooling!!
but it's too exp... so forget it.
well, i think i'll just use the build-in fan in my living room at the meantime and study in the living room... which is even better coz less distraction by this computer! haha!

New element in periodic table

Got this from a fren's frenster bulletin board...


New element in periodic table!

Element : WOMEN

Symbol : WO+

Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg;

isotopes: may vary from 40-200 kg.

Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban areas.

PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper treatment. (awww...)

CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a range of precious stones and absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man. (err... eh.. ehm...)

TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better specimen. (oops)

POTENTIAL HAZARD
illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens do not come in direct contact with
each other. (-_-|||)


!! WARNING !! PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL HEMORRHAGE AND MENTAL DISTRESS. BE CAUTIOUS (-_-|||)

What a dream...

Hmm... i just woke up 20 mins ago...
this morning 7 something, i woke up suddenly to get my quilt back from the other room coz i had been using a thinner blanket this few days...
then i went back to sleep again... and started to dream abt this... (those in the bracket is wat really is in reality. haha!)

it happened in CHKL, 国字楼 dunno which floor but definitely not the ground floor.
it was the first day of my 高二. haha!
so it's still early, sky was still quite dark (which is true coz we start class at 7.40 but i usually arrive at abt 6.30 and the sky is still quite dark) but many ppl were there already... first day of school gua...
i remember seeing my counsin sis (who is 13 years old or so), her mum, my 2 aunts (they are primary school teachers in Pg).

then i went to the toilet ... and found that there was no more toilet ppr! then i saw this door in that toilet which leads to another room! that's the store room where they keep the new toilet ppr and stuff... haha!

ok.. then something wierd happened...

the few of us, went into the toilet to practise our song! seems like we're in a band or something... with me playing saxaphone (which i dunno how to!)... in a toilet!! how 'interesting' it is! after we're finished, we walked out and saw many ppl lining up to use the toilet. and from their faces, seems that they don't know wat we were doin in there for so long. -_-|||

ok... after that...
class start liao... everyone go into their own classes but i didn't coz i went to the toilet ... again??!!!! it's a unisex toilet! (hmm.. since when CH have unisex toilets?)
and by the time i came out, my class teacher had just left... guess who is that? it's 黄国兰! (my 初一班主任 and chinese teacher. she also taught me chinese for one or 2 years after form one)
so i went into the class... 5s1... shocked to see so many ppl in that class! 70 something students in that class! (we had abt 59 ppl in my 5s1)
i remember that i said: '我坐哪里啊？' then someone (sorry... forgot the face) pointed to an empty seat for me... and gosh...
coz we had too many students, we have 5 ppl sitting in the middle in rows but sharing 3 desks only! which means 2 ppl have to 'sit back' and no desk to use! i'm one of the unlucky ones....

and who's in that class? hehe...
there's 林欣怡 (a Ktn primary classmate) who sat on my left and she has a twin sister in the class too! (i'm sure she doesn't have one in reality! haha!), then a MUOSS (Melb Uni Overseas Student Services) fren sat on my right, then further right is JY.
then behind me is 倩俐 .... on her left is a guy but i forgot who is he dee....

ok then... i heard someone said... '国语干事要换' ... means... they've just chosen a 国语干事 in 黄国兰's class??!! 黄国兰 is teaching us BM??!! That's interesting!! haha!

then there's no teacher in the class at that time coz she left early...
and in front of the class is this big projector screen, showing MTV! (well, of course we didn't have huge projector screen in our class. we have white boards)
I think the song is 杨丞琳's 暧昧 and the 2 ppl sitting next to me are busy copying down the lyrics! -_-|||

then i asked wat did i miss in 黄国兰's class... the MUOSS fren showed me his notebook, with the list of all 10 subjects... and the details abt how much weightings are each of the tests and exams.
woa!! he did the 'hw' before class even started! he said his mum wants to know abt it so he did the 'research' in advance...


well.. that's abt wat i remember from the dream... haha!
sorry if u think it's a boring dream... but it's wierd for me coz ppl from my different circles actually came together in that dream!
and some of you might not understand the whole thing... but.. that's how the dream was. :)

I usually dream every night when i sleep... is that good or bad?

Those where the days...

I'm suppose to sleep 20 mins ago... but i can't sleep...
not because it's too early

:(
miss the days me and JY chat till late at night...
miss the days when we tell each other abt any interesting stuff that happened during the day...

hate it when u usually (always) go back to m'sia earlier than me!
becoz i was the one who see you pack ur stuff like crazy (coz u always leave at the day u had ur last ppr),
and becoz i was the one who peeped at the windows to see if the taxi had arrived...
and then i'm the only one in the empty space...
:(

Distracted

Hmm... I started to think that, maybe i shouldn't say NO when mum and dad asked if i need them to come and 'take care' of me during my exam time. haha!

Think of it now... if mum is here, I wouldn't have to think of what to eat every single meal until sometimes when i know i SHOULD be hungry but i'm not! coz i dunno wat to eat and don't feel like eating...
if dad is here as well, then they can keep each other in companied while i'm studying.
and most importantly, if mum and/or dad is here, i'll be at least more 'disciplined' to study. haha!

The reason i don't want them to come during my exam time is that
i thought they'll be a distraction for me studying, and i don't have much time to spend with them and they'll feel bored here in melb!

but now... i think that the pros are more than the cons. haha!!
hmm... next year? haha!
__________________________

Found this 'thing' called Graduate Diploma in Genetic Counselling. hehe
Genetic Counsellor... sounds cool to me! haha!!
from now on... i'll consider that as one of my career options. :D

I'm lost!!!

Oh no!!!!
I'm LOST!!!
I'm lost in my own world!
I'm not as self-discipline that i were before.

I think it's because of the long 'swot vac' that i have before my first paper.

I SHOULD be studying!
But I can't concentrate, can't get into the 'mood' of studying!!
aih....

A walk through my mind...

Had to walk back home from Swanston st after the lunch because i missed the tram.
well, it was a good walk i should say...
been thinking abt something throughout the 20 mins walk.

it's abt me and myself...
我觉得我‘太过’知道自己要的是什么，知道自己要走的路是什么。
或许是太早做了决定，自己就不去尝试其他的东西。

比如说早在上大学前就想好，将来要读genetics，因为希望能'cure' genetics disease。
所以现在选明年的 stream 时都没有怎么‘需要’考虑其他的 options。或许应该说我的 2nd year subjects 也不允许我拿 6 out of 11 的选择。
这到底是好事还是不好呢？我到底有没有选错？

这只是其中一个例子。还有其他的事情也是如此。
到底‘太早’make up my mind 是好还是坏？

well, 如果 outcome turn out to be good, then 是好事。
但现在很多事我都还看不到结果的。
那种一直在想，一直在猜的感觉不好受啊！
甚至在还没看到结果之前就已经在开始后悔当初的果断。
唉...

很多事情都不在我们自己掌控的范围内，
很多时候都不知道明天会发生什么事情。
人每天都在变，思想也是如此。
所以我是不是应该给其他 options 一个机会？

当然，我还是相信有些事情，first instinct 是对的。

所以现在只能告诉自己，
当初做的决定是有原因的。
要相信自己的决定...

-last day of 2nd year-

Yesterday was my last day of uni.
Which means 'holiday' had started. but this holiday is for studying. :(
During the 2-hour break, few of us went to a lecture theatre which has a piano in it. hehe! that was the first time i played piano since i came over from KL in Feb this year! :)

6 of us went for a dinner, a end-of-2nd year + farewell to SC dinner. She's goin off for exchange in California next year first sem.

Dunno why... don't feel like talking throughout the dinner. Sorry... Can't help it... just don't know wat to say, a bit anti-social. but i still enjoy listening to ppl talking...

wat an sms!

wanna share this sms i recieved from an unknown person today.. haha!!

that person was saying that he/she has the post coital munchies and it's all 'my' fault! -_-"

then minutes later, another sms from that same person saying it was a wrong msg. -_-"

Help!!!

Everytime, after anything, big or small had happened to me, I'll keep thinking abt it until I hv someone to talk to abt wat had happened.

Just like today, went for an interview for the next year's CTG production. I kept thinking back what i've said in the 15 mins interview. until now!! that's almost 2 hours since it ended! Just can't get it off my brain!! and i can't focus on my pathology!!

well, i had a few interviews in my life, not that many, still 'countable'. haha! first, that's the interview for CTG in my first year, then the one for end of 1st year chem vacation research project,then another CTG interview in last sem, and then the part-time job at St Cinnamon. among all those, for the 1st 2 interviews and the one for St Cinnamon, I don't remember myself recalling and regretting abt wat i've said or wat i should have said during the interview.
How come? not that i don't want those position/ job i've in-ed for, not becoz i hv frens to talk to abt the interviews... mayb i'm still not mature enough to 'analyse' things?! hmm... dunno...

can't wait for the clock to strike 8pm! so that i can call someone to talk. haha!!

ARGH!!!

Have been working hard to keep up with my far behind lectures!! That's part of my study plan for the big exam...
Can't wait for the exam to finish!!

and I'm planning to go S'pore in Jan! Yay!!
I'm excited abt it.. haha!
To visit my high school frens and my aunt there. :)
My GRAND PLAN is... go New Year countdown with them, celebrate 2 21st b'days and a 20th b'day (did i miss out anyone?!)
That'll be fun fun fun!!!

Ok... that's just my PLAN... dunno if it works...

Alright, enough for that... need to head back to neuro now...
bla bla bla...

Moody...

A fren from my course had decided to withdraw from the course.
She's leaving next week and really hope that she'll be back in Melb uni next year again!
Will miss the time we spent eating nano-nano in lectures and library;
having lunch in union house;
and the smile on your face wherever you go...
Take good care of yourself in S'pore!! Don't let anyone worry abt you!

Grgh....

Sometimes (like now) just don't understand why some ppl like to make things complicated!!!!
When u can do it yourself, why asking someone else who has no idea wat's happening to do it?! Grgh....
You are just troubling other ppl!! >_<


Well, had my last test before the exam for this sem. It wasn't too bad i think, except some careless mistakes?!
Anyway, time to keep up with my readings and then final exam in Nov!!

Friday night!!

Woa!! the last friday night before uni starts again on monday!!
....so sad....

Felt a bit wasted that I din do anything interesting on this friday night, except watching a nice movie on tv, writing this blog, listening to online radio (and suppose to study).
Read the horoscope thingy on the web just now, it's kind of accurate coz it says that I feel like goin out and do something today ... blah blah blah... haha!
That's exactly how i feel when i was reading it!
And then called a fren and told her abt that, and she felt the same too! But too bad it's too late already... it's already 11 something when i called her. can't do anything much except if i really want to, can still catch a tram to her place and play the whole nite haha!!

Just got my exam timetable today... yup, it's the end-of-sem exam in Nov!!!
Quite happy with my timetable thou... 17 21 23, starts late and ends quite late as well. But i guess it's good coz i have more time to prepare. :)

Had a highschool reunion last night.
We went to a 四川 restaurant but i won't ever go back there again. The food there wasn't too impressive and guess wat we saw there?
A big white mouse in the ceiling!!!! Grosssss!!!
Luckily nothing unusual happen to me today. haha!

Sets & Backstage at PPD 

Sets & Backstage 

13th night

Ooh... production finished already.. :(
Everytime when ppl in the production just started to know each other better, that's the end of the production... aih...
No more production for this year lar. Time for study.
Involved in 3 production this year.. 3 different experience, 3 different groups of ppl, 3 different post-production syndrome...
To me, it's always fun to get involved in this kind of production in uni.
The sad thing is.. next year will be my last year, last chance to play and enjoy.

CTG 12th night ar!! 

LeeXin's roast chicken... really impressive =) 

Nichole's chicken lasagne!! It's really yumm! 

Dilemma...

Still thinking if I should apply for the UROP (Undergraduate Research Opportunity Program). I fail in my application during the last winter intake. So here comes the 2nd chance...
But... I'm not that enthusiastic as the last application.
Mayb coz my referee hasn't reply my email yet and got this error returned email when i emailed her home email address.
and also the closing date is next friday. I thought it closes after the break.
The questions that we need to mention/answer in our application letter are the exact ones for the winter application, which I don't know wat to write now! It's obvious that my previous answers are not good enough.

Well, it's really good if I'm accepted but i don't think i'm 'mentally' ready to work yet! As in, it's really like the real thing that i'll most propably be working after i graduate, except that this is still under lots of supervision.
And also, this thing will continue throughout the semester (at least the 1st sem i think), which means 8 hours per week of 'part-time job', usually during weekdays daytime. I don't really willing to loss those time for it.
As it's my final year next year, I hope to spend my time doin things that can only be done when i'm still an undergrad. haha!
I'll have plenty of time to work after i graduate!!

Uni life is short!! really short!
I totally agree with it now. time flies before you actually know wat u want to do during your uni years. aih...

and also, mayb that i've been looking forward to go back to m'sia for my 21st b'day and stuff, I don't really want to stay back during the summer hol.
hmm...

So... what should i do now?! apply or not apply??

Mid sem break loo!

Woohoo!! mid term break started lar!! :D

lots of things to do... college gathering, high school gathering, sleepovers, CTG production and also ... study!!
2 more mid sem tests first week after the break. :(
anyway, i'll play hard and study hard during the break lar.

first mission accomplished today: spring clean the apartment
2nd mission accomplished today: 'mid-autumn festival' potluck haha!

3rd mission for tmr: patho CAL and hopefully some patho post-lecture work

Holiday!!! but not yet...

hmm... 'page not found'... so had to type all this again...

well, in my holiday mood now.. haha!
just had my last mid sem test before the break.
it started at 5.15pm!!
and then Nichole, SheeChien and others went to Boxhill for steamboat as an end-of-exam-celebration!! but i had to go to rehearsal and had KFC. :(
nvm, i'm looking forward to the 'mooncake festival party' during the break. :)

after rounds of rehearsals, think that they don't need 'ke-le-fe' for the show anymore. :(
so so so sorry to those who bought tics for the show to watch me on stage (not many lar..haha) although it's just a small small 'kelefe'.

2 weeks of break... what can i do?
not that i hv nothing to do, mayb too much to do but don't know what I should do...
and the 2 weeks will be gone before i realise how should i use my holiday.
2 mid sem in the first week after the break... so what else can i do during the break?!

Wierd...

Have this wierd feeling today...

A friend told me that she decided to watch the show next week. But my first response was not what i expected. I didn't go 'yay!', but 'are you sure? really?'
Well honestly I really hope she's there for the show but I also hope that she's there becoz she wants to be there but not because I want her to.
hmm... hope i didn't sounding mean or what when persuading her to go watch the show.

Another fren, just couldn't make her to go watch the show.
She's just... haha!
I decided to give up now!
And the wierd thing is, I'm not disappointed that she's not goin. why? dunno? haha!

Well i guess that's because i treat different friends differently. anyway, who doesn't?!

Aih...


one more mid sem test to go before the break!!!
Had my first test for the semester today. It's a 20% test for Pathology! only 39 MCQs so that's more than 0.5% for each question!! That's a lot man!

Sunday...

Feel like shouting out loud now!!!

Not studyin... listening to MayDay's songs loud...
Dunno why, just have this feeling of blasting songs, shouting loud!

五月天

Heard from LeeXin that MayDay had their new album out recently.
And found that their new songs are really good!!
Yay! haven't been listening to new songs recently. So... MayDay's are definitely the good ones.

Went our for dinner and then had pancake. Never realise that pancakes at the Pancake Parlour are actually quite nice. :)

Another Boo...

Well, my day started pretty good today. Made myself a nice sandwich for breakfast.

But during the genetics prac, the disastrous prac which requires us to isolate the salivary gland from the fly larva spoiled my mood.
then, got back my prac report... dont ask...

After the prac, kena ffk by someone. So went home straight after that.

And now, just had my dinner and an ice cream (something to cheer me up a little). Then, should start preparing for tmr's CAL then study for IBS...

aih... Hope tmr's CAL turns out ok, as in... I'll feel frustrated when ppl kept asking me abt something that I don't know. Mayb that's why my first physiology CAL was not a good one.

Boo...

A boo for me today coz...

1) couldn't eat anything really nice from the Feast of Nation today. Well, except for a bite of satay which i think it's quite good.
Well, my frens decided not to set up the stall today. so, we just went there to have a look around at other stalls.

2) Can't get any of the physiology books!! There're none in Brownless and Bailieu as well! I'm not quite sure if they were on the reserve rack in Bailieu, but i went there to have a look and there're none. :( Looked around all the tables in Brownless, all the trolleys but none... So, went back home straight after that disappointing book hunt in libraries.
Had been a good student since Monday, making sure i went through the lec notes for the day after finish classes or between lectures. :)

3) It started raining with strong wind blowing as soon as I got down from the tram!! And now, just not more than 10 mins after i got in, it's sunny again!

4) It's Thursday tmr!! Which means, i need to finish my prac report today! hmm... this doesn't mean that I hate pracs, but I don't like the preprac lec for Genetics prac and I don't like getting back my marked prac reports
But I enjoyed biochem prac. Don't mind writing biochem prac reports. :)


Thurs and Fri are the 2 days that i dislike most in the week. Why? coz i have pracs on those days, until 5pm. Plus now, I'm giving tution to a foundation student on Thursdays, which makes me even more hungry before i get home.

What's wrong with me?!

I had this thought since last week...

Am I forgotten by the ppl that I care abt?
Or am I asking for too much of attention?
Or they are just being considerate and think that I'm too busy to care abt other things that seemed 'less meaningful' to me?
Or I should ask myself: then what have u done to show that u care?
Or the first question I should ask myself is who do you think you are to have all these thoughts?!

Ya, I know that we all have our own life, our own circle of friends. But now we can't even share things that happen in the 交集 of our circles.
I'm just... speechless.

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After all those 牢骚, let's get back to the real life...
Finally, got some soil for the only plant i have here.
and the price for that is: a pair of gloves, a stack of newspapers, few plastic bags, one hour off the afternoon, unfinished prac reports and a broken fingernail.
Had that pot of plant since last year when i moved in with JY.
and this is its 3rd 'house' so far (changed pots since it's growing up. haha!)
But it looks yellow and dry on its leaves. Hope it'll be back to green soon!!

Went for the MUOSS appreciation dinner last night.
well, it's well-prepared by the organizers, buffet style m'sian food.
Catch up with those I've met during the midyear orientation.
mayb coz I'm not a person who can just chat non-stop abt anything and everything.
But I enjoyed listening to ppl, contributing some of my opinion at times. :D

Oh well... need to head back to prac reports now!!
and Mid sem tests are coming!!!!

Looking forward to the Feast of Nations on tues and wed.
some frens are setting up a stall in the FON selling fried chicken (or curry chicken? hehe...sorry.. i forgot)!!
and I'm goin to join the fun on Wed!
So, please come to the stall ya!!

(wondering how many ppl will actually read my blog...)

What I'm up to now?

Just got a sudden announcement from a friend who decided to leave Melbourne, goin back to M'sia to continue his studies. Knew him since Trinity, a drama classmate and a friend who are always invited when having parties. He's the funny guy who cheers everyone up.
Although we're not that close, but still, feel quite sad and 不舍得 when heard that he's leaving on Wed, which is today!! Such a rush decision to us.
So the few of us from Trinity had lunch with him yesterday. Will miss him after he left...
All the best to you EikChin!! Hope to see u in Penang during CNY.

Aih... mid sem tests coming ar... sien...
have to study dee. i think i'm quite 'updated' to my lec notes lar, but not 100% yet. Still few lecs behind. I'll catch up soon! hopefully...

CTG production coming soon ar!
Anyone interested in watching?
16, 17, 22, 23, 24 Sep.
Come support lar!
I think the production in sem 1 next year will be my last production in uni since next year is my final year already. Hope it'll be another good one! Some ppl say, being part of a production is like another part-time job.
For me, being part of a production is like having another set of paint that make my uni life more colourful!

Out of The Tunnel...

Last night was the last show of the CMG musical - TheTunnel!
It was a good ending for the production.
At home, after the post-production-dinner at 2.25am, feel a bit 空虚. Used to have rehersals and shows after uni till late at night...
now... go home after uni...
From hardly knowing anyone in the production, to knowing ppl even just their faces and names;
From being not sick, to getting sick, and to not-so-sick now...
Life is back to 'normal' again...

But I'm sure this won't be long. haha!
Coz CTG will have their show soon!!

And ya... another thing...
Don't u ever try putting muesli into your milo!
It really sucks!
haha!
Run out of milk at home ... so tried that just now... well, i'm still eating it though...

Hair cut...

Yay! Just had my hair cut an hour ago...
It's nice and straight now... but it won't last long... :(
This is the thing that I hate most after goin to the hairdresser.
hmm.... makes me want to straighten my hair when i go back to KL. hehe!

Why cut my hair out of a sudden?!
ya... just decided to have one last night.
mayb coz 难得 today no rehersal, class finish early, so mar go cut lor. :D

Good show!!

Well, after rounds of practice, we finally got our sound cues right!
I think last night (the 2nd show) was the best performance by us sound team so far. yay!!
Oh ya... by the way, I was talking abt CMG's mandarin production: The Tunnel.
Come watch lar ppl!

I was 'officially' sick 2 days ago. And now, still sick, but 'different symptoms'.
Hope that I'll be fine before the last show, which is on the coming Sat.
4 more shows to go!
I guess I'll just need more sleep...

First week of uni wasn't too bad except that I don't undersand the gasatrointestinal lectures!
Hope that the textbook is enough for his section of the exam.
and this sem, both of my genetic and IBS prac partners are different from last sem, and even last year. Hope we'll do well in this sem together! And most importantly, have fun during pracs! :)
Pathology was so far.... okay lor... haven't got time to do the readings yet. But, 2 lecs a week should be ok to catch up really soon (after the coming Sat at least. hehe)

*sob*... *sob*...
today is the last day of winter break 2005. how sad... haha!
Came back from CTG camp this afternoon, so tired. But had fun lar!

Reached home at 12 something... after unpacking, went to vic mart to get lunch from McD and some food for the fridge. too lazy and tired to cook lunch for myself.
Felt relieved to eat something even like McD (not that McD sucks). haha!
and finally, made myself packing away notes and papers from 1st sem.
Didn't feel as sleepy as I was in the bus but I still went to bed and had a good sleep till 6.30 and woke up for dinner. :)

the conclusion for this holiday is...
did some sightseeing around Melbourne when my bro came for 2 weeks holiday, didn't read any books (which is sad...), went to camp, MUOSS midyear orientation, met many new ppl...

Hope i'll sleep early tonite... 9am lec tmr! (boo....)

another new sem begins... 2nd year 2nd sem...

。。。

刚刚打了电话给我在槟城的外婆。
聊了差不多半小时。虽然外婆平常没有和我们一起住，只是一年内几次回槟城时见到她。
但自从出国以后，会常想念她。外婆已经有八十几岁了。
喜欢在大姨不在家时打电话给她，因为这样才能和外婆聊得比较久。：）
喜欢听外婆讲她的故事。但就像刚才外婆问起我有什么故事讲时，不知道为什么我却讲不出我在澳洲的故事。很想告诉她周围发生的事情，但又讲不出。
外婆曾告诉我，我小时候曾说过：等到我大学毕业时，外婆已经很老了。
她就会说：你看，外婆还很健壮。
我希望明年底我大学毕业，外婆能来澳州。
更希望外婆能一直看着我走未来的路。。。

At home...

Spent my whole day at home today.
Although during exam period, I'm usually at home the whole day, for few days, this is so different lar. haha!
And I think if i spend everyday like this, i'll be getting fatter and fatter. haha!
Eat, watch tv and dvd, sleep. 不肥都难啦！ haha!
So, looking forward to going out tmr. yay!!

~yawning~

Wah! This morning woke up at around 11am, tried to get back to sleep but my hungry stomach kept on wanting me to feed it. haha! And my whole body is aching so much! even worse than first time playing tennis after never do exercise for long time.

Then, had brunch at home. liao went out to teman a friend to do her shopping before she leaves tmr. haha!
walked a lot in the city today. and i'm sleepy now... it's 1.15am only man! still so early! usually in non-uni-days i can still tahan till 3 something. haha!
bet i'll have a good night sleep later. ~yawn...

ok lar, gtg.. bye bye!

HOLIDAY at last!!

Man!! What a day!! After the 12 hours 'work', as a 'trainee' for 12 hours with 20 mins break in between, I really feel that my REAL HOLIDAY starts now! and i'll even more 珍惜 my winter break!
yay!!!!
Don't ask me here where did I work...
but anyway, thinking of quitting man... haha
Dunno it's just because this is the first time, first 'exposure' to 'this kind of thing' or it's 其他人也不会想要做的 job. So.. most probably i won't work lor.
I want to spend my holiday as I like! It's MY HOLIDAY!!!!!
wahahaha!!
Ok...stop being so kua1 now...
but seriously lar.. i really feel happy now! haha
it's over (for the meantime)!!!!!!
all the exam, uni stuff, studies...
yay!!!
wah.. i'm so tired now.. throat feeling wierd liao... hmm... ate pizza somemore just now..hmm...
wish i can have a hot orange juice now..haha :)
coz i'm quite cold now and i need vitamin C!
hmm... yay...
i'm still excited abt my holiday!
YAY!!!
haha...sorry ppl who are not on holiday reading this...hehe
but.. i'm too happy liao!! haha!
so many things to look forward now.
Bros are coming on next sunday! how fast!!! it's JULY liao!!
woa.. .really ... time flies much faster than 3.00x10^8 m/s man! haha!
so..hmm... have to plan this holiday properly.. if not, i'll be finish spending it before i realise what was i doing hehe...

recently, I found myself quite like 五月天's songs. Listening one right now.

Okie, i'm goin to watch movie now...haha!!
yay! at last man!
after 'tahan-ing' for so long since exam!!!!

~Declaration of SzeChern's Winter Holiday 24th June 2005, 23.29~

Bored...

The Ultimate Star Wars personality test...
http://www.liquidgeneration.com/quiz/starwars_quiz.asp



That's me wor?!
haha!!
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人種的測驗
世上有分別五大種人, 以下的測驗可以測出你是那一類. 要嘗試一下嗎?
http://www.mathsking.net/test/question.htm

You have 29 points. 你是第三種. 你很可愛而且每個你認識的人都喜歡你. 你是能夠成為別人最好朋友的人所以沒有人會嘗試做任何事而引致失去你. 你從不傷害別人的感覺和我很少傷到自己的感覺的. 生活對你來說是輕而易舉的. 你經常表現可愛和平靜的. 你只要避開金手指就能夠無憂無累了.

1 more..

Yay!! one more paper to go! on 23rd!
so happy today after the exam! haha
until now.. still happy!! haha!

And... another thing to be happy for is...
i went to hand in my resume for part time job today after the exam
and just now at around 10pm, when i'm watching my 'long-lost' CSI on tv, the person called me for interview on friday!
although it's just an interview... no guarantee yet.. but...
at least have chance mar right?! haha
coz i've given out a few resume last year but no reply from any of them at all!
But... the only thing i'm worrying abt is... the time commitment
not that i'll surely get the job.. but... still....
well, i'll tell him frankly what's my limit lor. hmm... hope they'll hire me lar
wish me luck!
any tips for work interview? anyone?
I never been to work interview before.

3 more to go...

have 3 more papers to go!!!
tmr will have the 2nd one, then 3rd ppr on the 14th, last one on 23rd!!!
Don't care lar... enjoy 'a bit' first after 14th haha! since some of my frens finish their exam on 16th and 17th, go out 'celebrate' with them first lar. haha!
aiyo.. .just can't wait till finish exam man!!!
really don't like the feeling of having to prepare exams! sien... argh!!!
anyway, that's how uni stduents are. right?! :)

胡思乱想

或许是不用上课，在家的时间长了，虽然要读书准备考试，但脑袋总是在胡思乱想。
回想以前发生过的，幻想考试过后的。
时间过得真的好快好快。在还没来得及看清楚自己在做些什么，一年一年就这样过去了。
还记得大约三年前（天啊！已经三年了！），还在高二的我，勇敢地决定选择到这里来念书。而今天的我，已是大二了。明年底就要毕业了！

我一直都认为，活着，就要活得有成就感。
回头想想。
其实还有许多事情是我还没做的。
有时侯我会想：我还会有多少时间来满足我的成就感？（请别担心，我不是想做傻事）
心里有太多事想做，有太多话想说。
为什么一天只有24小时？
为什么每个人只能活一次？
相信没有人能知道答案

记得韵妍曾告诉我一句话（不知你还记得吗？是我在来澳洲前，你给我一个自制的小纪念品时一起附上的小字条）
‘人生就像是个未完成的故事‘

难道就真的永远不能够完成吗？

SWOT Vac!!

After all the tests and assignment, it's time for exam now! :( Boooo....
hm... SWOT Vac = swoting VACATION. a nice name which means it's time for us to burn midnight oil!!

Had my first 1500 words uni assignment this sem, just handed in last Tuesday, for our Biomed core subject.
after collecting info from books and few journals (just for the sake of pleasing the marker haha!), spent my whole 3 days writing the essay. Now I can feel how stressfull is it to write an 1500 words essay within the short time period. and can understand how is it like to rush for assignment till 4am.
A big solute to those ppl who can do it within one day!!

As a 'reward' after handing in the essay, went to chinatown for egg tart! haha! then met few frens there and decided to have late lunch together.

last Thursday... last test for this sem.
after the test, again... as a 'reward', went to chinatown (different shop) for egg tart with a fren! haha!

Looking forward for exam to end! Have lots of things to do!
Bros coming, so can travel around with him (or can be considered as bringing him around).
And I'm joining the MUOSS midyear orientation as a volunteer! Yay!
Hope it's fun! hehe!!

Ok, after all the 'day-dreaming'... need to get back to exam now...
One of our genetics lecturer, Len's part of exam is really really tough!!!
There are many things that I 'used to' understand.. but now, don't know them anymore!! Plenty to catch up! especially the past year ppr for his section, really scare me away!
Oh well... it's time to study now...
till here...
hope i'm not carried away by MSN... haha!

Oh! Touchwood!

'Yesterday', 14th of May was the last show of CTG's production: Oh! Touchwood!
I'm a sets & backstage crew of the canto production. To be honest, this is the production that I enjoyed most (although this is just the 2nd production that i've taken part in). It turned out better than what I've expected.
Especially for those ppl who are having this year as their last year of uni, this production is really a good one! Everyone's having fun.
Being 'on duty' for some of shows is actually the time for me to relax. Coz don't have to think abt assignment and studies, but play cards and UNO. haha!
Hope that there's a next production for me to join and play.

Tired and sleepy now... came back not too long ago from the post-production dinner.
Going to sleep now... Tuesday have test ar! assignment also haven't done yet!

WHY?!

Unlucky me...
Being rejected for 2 of my 2 applications recently!
Well, being rejected for a reason... i can accept that...
But if being rejected without knowing the reason?!

WHY?!!

*speechless*

It's May!

Woa.. May is the most stressful month for me in this sem.
Tests, assignment and CTG production!
hope i can cope well with all of those. aih...
I'm busy until forgot that my friends are goin to USA and didn't get the chance to say bye and safe journey to them. :( hm.... Anyway, they'll be fine... haha!

CTG's having 8 shows. I'm on duty as a backstage crew for 4 shows. It was fun though... hehe!

And tests.... IBS test again! the hardest subject for me this year. and some seniors said 2nd year is the toughest year.

plus IBS assignment! Who says Biomed ppl don't have assignment?! haha!
This is the first long essay for me since I went into uni. and I haven't started it yet! well, at least I've done my research so far. And on Friday, I was pissed by my 'unfriendly' tutor! Who didn't read my email properly, straight away refused to answer my email after he read my first sentence in that email. Even if he's not suppose to help me on my first question, he didn't bother to read the following enquiries that i have! Anyway, I emailed him again and he did answer.... but doesn't sound happy. haha! Or it's just me guessing?!

4 more weeks before my 1st paper in June! That's fast!! scary....
ok, need to go back to study now...