I've decided to look for a job overseas for nxt year
Will try to convince my parents
Recently i was convinced that moving overseas wont make any difference in my relationship w my friends here since we hardly meet up these days anyway.
Im tired with being the one trying hard to keep everyone in touch, even though i see their appreciation, im hoping they can be more active and put a little more effort it this.
Yesterday, a friend had enlightened me with the fact that, it's normal to have changes in the dynamics between friends. People should move on with their lives, make new contacts, new friendships. I shoulnt b the one clinging onto the past n hoping things will stay the same forever.

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Seeing what a friend wrote on her fb, and also the preception ppl hv towards 'heaven' which is a better place to be, i recon that idea shld b somewhat responsible to why ppl commit suicide!
If they think their current lives are the best, and afterlife isnt going to b any better, then perhaps those ppl might cherish their current lives better