Tuesday, September 26, 2006

>隐形人<

昨天晚上,决定把自己变成隐形人,在MSN消失几天,也不想听电话 (not that 整天有很多电话进来)。但是凌晨一点多就收到一封很长的SMS from AD,不得不处理一下。然后今天早上又不放心,就打了电话给她要把事情做好。她应该还没睡醒吧。

每次心情不好就会把薯片当一餐。
或许是功课还有不少的stress吧,才会想要‘与世隔绝’一下。
真的有太多的事情还没做完,眼看假期就要完了。
这个星期六、日有ctg的事要忙。
很怕啊!

本来和一班coursemates 讲好今年要一起去ski, 从去年底讲到今年winter break,过后就没有人再提了。
之后讲要在这星期weekday 去royal melbourne show。结果他们前天去了,我是星期六才知道他们决定隔天去,因为他们这个week 要做工,不得空。而我早在一星期前就说好我sunday 有 rehearsal。罢...

可能我expect too much from 这班朋友,失望了。越来越觉得和他们在一起时,很left-out。他们开心enjoy,我并没有他们那样开心。罢... sien...

Friday, September 22, 2006

陶喆ft,蔡依林---今天你要嫁给我MV

nice song nice mv :)

Thursday, September 21, 2006

CTG Mouse Trap 等著你回來

Melbourne Uni Chinese Theatre Group (CTG) mandarin production 2006

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

MOBILE phone!!

Wat's the point of having a mobile phone when ppl can't reach you by calling ur mobile phone?!
very sien with this fren coz everytime i call her, 9 out of the 10 times, can't get her. it's either she's sleeping (ya.. even 10pm she is sleeping), or she's busy or she didn't hear the phone ring. ><
very 无奈 arrr!!

today is wednesday liao... i seriously know i have so much work to do and i really need to speed up my pace liao!!

okok.. my target for tonite is... finish Belinda's lectures!! muahaha... doubt that i can make it but i'll try my best... coz i'm a bit sleepy liao now... hmm... mayb i should eat some fruits to keep me awake :D

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

stressful mid-sem break

slept at almost 5am. but now, 9.30am i'm awake already, not able to continue my sleep becoz of the stress!
as i thought of how much work i need to do, uni work, ctg work, personal stuff... so much to do! and i'm so reluctant to do any of them!! i'm just tired to go through all these. >.<

2 weeks mid-sem break just started.
i have been looking fwd to this break since few weeks ago when all my assignments and tests piled up on me. but now, i'm not happy to hv this break.

how un-malaysian am I?

Congratulations Sze Chern, you are 40% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...

Michelle Yeoh!

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Whee!! :D

Yay!!
Got offered the summer student scholarship from PeterMac on monday.
was soooo excited when i checked the email at 8pm. and immediately picked up the phone and called my best fren. well, i know i should be calling my parents first. but... haha.. i called them at almost 12.
and i had accepted the offer that night after getting the email for abt 5 hours
then started to realise this potential clash of the summer work with my 'potential' honours project. coz the honours at MCRI (the murdoch children research institute at royal children's hosp) starts in 5th Feb. and i really like some of the projects there. so, after being worried about that and after discussing with a lecturer/my referee and another lecturer, and then i came up with the solution! :)
that is, work for 2 weeks in dec, which means go back m'sia later lor... then come back in early jan to continue. that will be able to let me clear the 6 weeks work by feb. hopefully get some break before starting the honours.
and this morning, got email from the supervisor and he's ok with that. so, everything's good now :D

i woke up at 8.17am this morning and missed my 8am lecture >.<
mayb i didn't set my alarm clocks (ya.. i hv 2 alarms, one radio alarm and one on my handphone) or i woke up and turn them off (but i dont remember me doin that wor)?!

tonite goin to a fren's 21st, yday nite a fren's bday too...
thurs go rehersal, friday ball!!
yay!! this week is so fun :D
after the stressfull 3 previous weeks, i can finally play play and play until term break starts, i hv to do assignments, and study for test and keep up with my lectures again. :(
well, so, let me enjoy first lar!! :D
gtg... go ball shopping with fren now...

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Phew...

my crazy week 7 is over!! finally!!
now looking fwd to holiday! ooh.. and the M'sian ball on friday :)
oh ya... din update abt the petermac application... i got into the interview. and it was on wed. well, i was quite nervous abt it. and just after the interview, i can't tahan myself and called yf to tell her all abt the interview! haha!! will know the result early next week lar... he said if i din hear from him this week, email him wor.. will do it tmr lar. fingers crossed!!

after the interview on tues, went home to prepare my presentation which was on thurs.
and i took me till the next morning, 5am only i went to sleep. i hand-written all my 5 slides but have another 4 with the figures had to photocopy onto it. then woke up at 9am to go uni photocopy my OHP slides.
i think i'm a bit kelam-kabut during the presentation, missed a few points i realised after the presentation. and luckily one of the lecturer, who always ask difficult questions didn't ask me anything haha!! mayb coz my paper was quite simple, nothing to critise abt? 3 ppl presented that day, i was the last one for the day and for the whole class too coz that's the last day of the series of presentation. 29 ppl in the subject, each person do 1 paper.

few things i'm 'proud' abt my presentation is...
i'm the only one who edited (with OHP marker pen) the figures from the paper. those figures are like graphs, or gel photos, or any results that the ppl had done and published together with the paper.
and i did a small demonstration abt this 'supercoiling theory' with my mp3 player's earphone wires. :) and a girl in the class said 'cool' when she saw the demo. :D
well, i heard her said that before to another person when he has this clever idea of the way he uses his slides.
and after the class ended, the lecturer who is the subject coordinator came to me to ask where i got some of my points i presented from. coz he can't find them on the paper. haha... of course lar... coz it's not from the paper. it's some extra research i did :) coz nowadays when u look for a scientific paper from the internet, some of them will have links saying which other papers had referred to this particular paper. so there's where i got the extra stuff from. they are like the more latest info abt that topic coz the papaer i presented was published in 2002.
and then he also said to me and another fren who also presented that day, that we did a very good job :)

after that, went home for awhile then went to royal children's hosp for the honours open day in murdoch children research institute. love the atmosphere, like the ppl there, like their projects too!!
but i have to enrol my hons trhough the dep of pediatrics in uni. dunno if there's any difference coz i always wanted to do hons in genetics. but then the projects there that i'm interseted in are still genetics stuff wat. hmm...
and the hons in mcri starts in early feb next yr. which means IF i got petermac scholarship, i won't be able to work full 6 weeks wor. dunno hv prob or not leh?
anyway, see how lar... better not be too confident yet. things wont always turn out to be wat we want it to be. and there's another open day for genetics dep in uni on tues. the hons in the dep starts mid feb. well, there are pros and cons to do hons in uni and in outside (other research institutions). so... see how it goes...

so after the open day, went home... do assignment, friday due.
and that took me till the next morning 10am baru can sleep. >.<
slept till 12.15pm, that's luckily yeefei sms me abt hving lunch together with another fren too!! if not, i'll sleep until miss the 1pm lec.
after lec, went to hand in my assignment. well, i think i din do well for that assignment too. seems like i'm really not an assignment person. i'm more of a test/exam person. hmm... now only i know!! in my final semester!! -_-|||
a fren's 21st party at nite...
then after that, went home, straight into my bed after my shower at 12am.

slept till this afternoon 12.30pm. ahh... so nice!!
and i finally have a weekend where i can really enjoy, have a break from the uni days. :)
next week, 1 prac assignment to hand in on monday and that's it for the week! :D
yay!! v^-^V

tmr our first full run. quite nervous abt it actually. coz the casts never practice with props before. and tmr will be the first time we'll use it. so actually i should check through all the props tonite since most of the stuff are with me now. but i'm so sleepy liao.. *yawn*
ok lar, i'll go check check first... dun want anything wrong to happen tmr :)

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Why?!

How can you tell whether a person is ur true fren, or just fren or hi-bye fren?
does it always have to go through many 'tests' to tell them apart?!
just tired of guessing and be sceptical all the time. and feel 'cheated' at some time when i THINK the person is not being honest to me.
it's all about guessing and how good ur 'analyzing skills' are! >.<
i know that i can just stay away from them, and be hi-bye frens but i dont want that to happen coz all my analysis can be wrong! but i dont hv the gut to walk up to them and ask them on their face.
dont know why it turned out like this. or it's just me thinking too much?
but everything seems so obvious! and i think i shouldn't let myself trust the person at the first place. too late now...
Human beings are so complicated!!