Boo...

A boo for me today coz...

1) couldn't eat anything really nice from the Feast of Nation today. Well, except for a bite of satay which i think it's quite good.
Well, my frens decided not to set up the stall today. so, we just went there to have a look around at other stalls.

2) Can't get any of the physiology books!! There're none in Brownless and Bailieu as well! I'm not quite sure if they were on the reserve rack in Bailieu, but i went there to have a look and there're none. :( Looked around all the tables in Brownless, all the trolleys but none... So, went back home straight after that disappointing book hunt in libraries.
Had been a good student since Monday, making sure i went through the lec notes for the day after finish classes or between lectures. :)

3) It started raining with strong wind blowing as soon as I got down from the tram!! And now, just not more than 10 mins after i got in, it's sunny again!

4) It's Thursday tmr!! Which means, i need to finish my prac report today! hmm... this doesn't mean that I hate pracs, but I don't like the preprac lec for Genetics prac and I don't like getting back my marked prac reports
But I enjoyed biochem prac. Don't mind writing biochem prac reports. :)


Thurs and Fri are the 2 days that i dislike most in the week. Why? coz i have pracs on those days, until 5pm. Plus now, I'm giving tution to a foundation student on Thursdays, which makes me even more hungry before i get home.

What's wrong with me?!

I had this thought since last week...

Am I forgotten by the ppl that I care abt?
Or am I asking for too much of attention?
Or they are just being considerate and think that I'm too busy to care abt other things that seemed 'less meaningful' to me?
Or I should ask myself: then what have u done to show that u care?
Or the first question I should ask myself is who do you think you are to have all these thoughts?!

Ya, I know that we all have our own life, our own circle of friends. But now we can't even share things that happen in the 交集 of our circles.
I'm just... speechless.

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After all those 牢骚, let's get back to the real life...
Finally, got some soil for the only plant i have here.
and the price for that is: a pair of gloves, a stack of newspapers, few plastic bags, one hour off the afternoon, unfinished prac reports and a broken fingernail.
Had that pot of plant since last year when i moved in with JY.
and this is its 3rd 'house' so far (changed pots since it's growing up. haha!)
But it looks yellow and dry on its leaves. Hope it'll be back to green soon!!

Went for the MUOSS appreciation dinner last night.
well, it's well-prepared by the organizers, buffet style m'sian food.
Catch up with those I've met during the midyear orientation.
mayb coz I'm not a person who can just chat non-stop abt anything and everything.
But I enjoyed listening to ppl, contributing some of my opinion at times. :D

Oh well... need to head back to prac reports now!!
and Mid sem tests are coming!!!!

Looking forward to the Feast of Nations on tues and wed.
some frens are setting up a stall in the FON selling fried chicken (or curry chicken? hehe...sorry.. i forgot)!!
and I'm goin to join the fun on Wed!
So, please come to the stall ya!!

(wondering how many ppl will actually read my blog...)

What I'm up to now?

Just got a sudden announcement from a friend who decided to leave Melbourne, goin back to M'sia to continue his studies. Knew him since Trinity, a drama classmate and a friend who are always invited when having parties. He's the funny guy who cheers everyone up.
Although we're not that close, but still, feel quite sad and 不舍得 when heard that he's leaving on Wed, which is today!! Such a rush decision to us.
So the few of us from Trinity had lunch with him yesterday. Will miss him after he left...
All the best to you EikChin!! Hope to see u in Penang during CNY.

Aih... mid sem tests coming ar... sien...
have to study dee. i think i'm quite 'updated' to my lec notes lar, but not 100% yet. Still few lecs behind. I'll catch up soon! hopefully...

CTG production coming soon ar!
Anyone interested in watching?
16, 17, 22, 23, 24 Sep.
Come support lar!
I think the production in sem 1 next year will be my last production in uni since next year is my final year already. Hope it'll be another good one! Some ppl say, being part of a production is like another part-time job.
For me, being part of a production is like having another set of paint that make my uni life more colourful!

Out of The Tunnel...

Last night was the last show of the CMG musical - TheTunnel!
It was a good ending for the production.
At home, after the post-production-dinner at 2.25am, feel a bit 空虚. Used to have rehersals and shows after uni till late at night...
now... go home after uni...
From hardly knowing anyone in the production, to knowing ppl even just their faces and names;
From being not sick, to getting sick, and to not-so-sick now...
Life is back to 'normal' again...

But I'm sure this won't be long. haha!
Coz CTG will have their show soon!!

And ya... another thing...
Don't u ever try putting muesli into your milo!
It really sucks!
haha!
Run out of milk at home ... so tried that just now... well, i'm still eating it though...

Hair cut...

Yay! Just had my hair cut an hour ago...
It's nice and straight now... but it won't last long... :(
This is the thing that I hate most after goin to the hairdresser.
hmm.... makes me want to straighten my hair when i go back to KL. hehe!

Why cut my hair out of a sudden?!
ya... just decided to have one last night.
mayb coz 难得 today no rehersal, class finish early, so mar go cut lor. :D

Good show!!

Well, after rounds of practice, we finally got our sound cues right!
I think last night (the 2nd show) was the best performance by us sound team so far. yay!!
Oh ya... by the way, I was talking abt CMG's mandarin production: The Tunnel.
Come watch lar ppl!

I was 'officially' sick 2 days ago. And now, still sick, but 'different symptoms'.
Hope that I'll be fine before the last show, which is on the coming Sat.
4 more shows to go!
I guess I'll just need more sleep...

First week of uni wasn't too bad except that I don't undersand the gasatrointestinal lectures!
Hope that the textbook is enough for his section of the exam.
and this sem, both of my genetic and IBS prac partners are different from last sem, and even last year. Hope we'll do well in this sem together! And most importantly, have fun during pracs! :)
Pathology was so far.... okay lor... haven't got time to do the readings yet. But, 2 lecs a week should be ok to catch up really soon (after the coming Sat at least. hehe)

*sob*... *sob*...
today is the last day of winter break 2005. how sad... haha!
Came back from CTG camp this afternoon, so tired. But had fun lar!

Reached home at 12 something... after unpacking, went to vic mart to get lunch from McD and some food for the fridge. too lazy and tired to cook lunch for myself.
Felt relieved to eat something even like McD (not that McD sucks). haha!
and finally, made myself packing away notes and papers from 1st sem.
Didn't feel as sleepy as I was in the bus but I still went to bed and had a good sleep till 6.30 and woke up for dinner. :)

the conclusion for this holiday is...
did some sightseeing around Melbourne when my bro came for 2 weeks holiday, didn't read any books (which is sad...), went to camp, MUOSS midyear orientation, met many new ppl...

Hope i'll sleep early tonite... 9am lec tmr! (boo....)

another new sem begins... 2nd year 2nd sem...

。。。

刚刚打了电话给我在槟城的外婆。
聊了差不多半小时。虽然外婆平常没有和我们一起住，只是一年内几次回槟城时见到她。
但自从出国以后，会常想念她。外婆已经有八十几岁了。
喜欢在大姨不在家时打电话给她，因为这样才能和外婆聊得比较久。：）
喜欢听外婆讲她的故事。但就像刚才外婆问起我有什么故事讲时，不知道为什么我却讲不出我在澳洲的故事。很想告诉她周围发生的事情，但又讲不出。
外婆曾告诉我，我小时候曾说过：等到我大学毕业时，外婆已经很老了。
她就会说：你看，外婆还很健壮。
我希望明年底我大学毕业，外婆能来澳州。
更希望外婆能一直看着我走未来的路。。。

At home...

Spent my whole day at home today.
Although during exam period, I'm usually at home the whole day, for few days, this is so different lar. haha!
And I think if i spend everyday like this, i'll be getting fatter and fatter. haha!
Eat, watch tv and dvd, sleep. 不肥都难啦！ haha!
So, looking forward to going out tmr. yay!!

~yawning~

Wah! This morning woke up at around 11am, tried to get back to sleep but my hungry stomach kept on wanting me to feed it. haha! And my whole body is aching so much! even worse than first time playing tennis after never do exercise for long time.

Then, had brunch at home. liao went out to teman a friend to do her shopping before she leaves tmr. haha!
walked a lot in the city today. and i'm sleepy now... it's 1.15am only man! still so early! usually in non-uni-days i can still tahan till 3 something. haha!
bet i'll have a good night sleep later. ~yawn...

ok lar, gtg.. bye bye!

HOLIDAY at last!!

Man!! What a day!! After the 12 hours 'work', as a 'trainee' for 12 hours with 20 mins break in between, I really feel that my REAL HOLIDAY starts now! and i'll even more 珍惜 my winter break!
yay!!!!
Don't ask me here where did I work...
but anyway, thinking of quitting man... haha
Dunno it's just because this is the first time, first 'exposure' to 'this kind of thing' or it's 其他人也不会想要做的 job. So.. most probably i won't work lor.
I want to spend my holiday as I like! It's MY HOLIDAY!!!!!
wahahaha!!
Ok...stop being so kua1 now...
but seriously lar.. i really feel happy now! haha
it's over (for the meantime)!!!!!!
all the exam, uni stuff, studies...
yay!!!
wah.. i'm so tired now.. throat feeling wierd liao... hmm... ate pizza somemore just now..hmm...
wish i can have a hot orange juice now..haha :)
coz i'm quite cold now and i need vitamin C!
hmm... yay...
i'm still excited abt my holiday!
YAY!!!
haha...sorry ppl who are not on holiday reading this...hehe
but.. i'm too happy liao!! haha!
so many things to look forward now.
Bros are coming on next sunday! how fast!!! it's JULY liao!!
woa.. .really ... time flies much faster than 3.00x10^8 m/s man! haha!
so..hmm... have to plan this holiday properly.. if not, i'll be finish spending it before i realise what was i doing hehe...

recently, I found myself quite like 五月天's songs. Listening one right now.

Okie, i'm goin to watch movie now...haha!!
yay! at last man!
after 'tahan-ing' for so long since exam!!!!

~Declaration of SzeChern's Winter Holiday 24th June 2005, 23.29~

Bored...

The Ultimate Star Wars personality test...
http://www.liquidgeneration.com/quiz/starwars_quiz.asp



That's me wor?!
haha!!
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人種的測驗
世上有分別五大種人, 以下的測驗可以測出你是那一類. 要嘗試一下嗎?
http://www.mathsking.net/test/question.htm

You have 29 points. 你是第三種. 你很可愛而且每個你認識的人都喜歡你. 你是能夠成為別人最好朋友的人所以沒有人會嘗試做任何事而引致失去你. 你從不傷害別人的感覺和我很少傷到自己的感覺的. 生活對你來說是輕而易舉的. 你經常表現可愛和平靜的. 你只要避開金手指就能夠無憂無累了.

1 more..

Yay!! one more paper to go! on 23rd!
so happy today after the exam! haha
until now.. still happy!! haha!

And... another thing to be happy for is...
i went to hand in my resume for part time job today after the exam
and just now at around 10pm, when i'm watching my 'long-lost' CSI on tv, the person called me for interview on friday!
although it's just an interview... no guarantee yet.. but...
at least have chance mar right?! haha
coz i've given out a few resume last year but no reply from any of them at all!
But... the only thing i'm worrying abt is... the time commitment
not that i'll surely get the job.. but... still....
well, i'll tell him frankly what's my limit lor. hmm... hope they'll hire me lar
wish me luck!
any tips for work interview? anyone?
I never been to work interview before.

3 more to go...

have 3 more papers to go!!!
tmr will have the 2nd one, then 3rd ppr on the 14th, last one on 23rd!!!
Don't care lar... enjoy 'a bit' first after 14th haha! since some of my frens finish their exam on 16th and 17th, go out 'celebrate' with them first lar. haha!
aiyo.. .just can't wait till finish exam man!!!
really don't like the feeling of having to prepare exams! sien... argh!!!
anyway, that's how uni stduents are. right?! :)

胡思乱想

或许是不用上课，在家的时间长了，虽然要读书准备考试，但脑袋总是在胡思乱想。
回想以前发生过的，幻想考试过后的。
时间过得真的好快好快。在还没来得及看清楚自己在做些什么，一年一年就这样过去了。
还记得大约三年前（天啊！已经三年了！），还在高二的我，勇敢地决定选择到这里来念书。而今天的我，已是大二了。明年底就要毕业了！

我一直都认为，活着，就要活得有成就感。
回头想想。
其实还有许多事情是我还没做的。
有时侯我会想：我还会有多少时间来满足我的成就感？（请别担心，我不是想做傻事）
心里有太多事想做，有太多话想说。
为什么一天只有24小时？
为什么每个人只能活一次？
相信没有人能知道答案

记得韵妍曾告诉我一句话（不知你还记得吗？是我在来澳洲前，你给我一个自制的小纪念品时一起附上的小字条）
‘人生就像是个未完成的故事‘

难道就真的永远不能够完成吗？

SWOT Vac!!

After all the tests and assignment, it's time for exam now! :( Boooo....
hm... SWOT Vac = swoting VACATION. a nice name which means it's time for us to burn midnight oil!!

Had my first 1500 words uni assignment this sem, just handed in last Tuesday, for our Biomed core subject.
after collecting info from books and few journals (just for the sake of pleasing the marker haha!), spent my whole 3 days writing the essay. Now I can feel how stressfull is it to write an 1500 words essay within the short time period. and can understand how is it like to rush for assignment till 4am.
A big solute to those ppl who can do it within one day!!

As a 'reward' after handing in the essay, went to chinatown for egg tart! haha! then met few frens there and decided to have late lunch together.

last Thursday... last test for this sem.
after the test, again... as a 'reward', went to chinatown (different shop) for egg tart with a fren! haha!

Looking forward for exam to end! Have lots of things to do!
Bros coming, so can travel around with him (or can be considered as bringing him around).
And I'm joining the MUOSS midyear orientation as a volunteer! Yay!
Hope it's fun! hehe!!

Ok, after all the 'day-dreaming'... need to get back to exam now...
One of our genetics lecturer, Len's part of exam is really really tough!!!
There are many things that I 'used to' understand.. but now, don't know them anymore!! Plenty to catch up! especially the past year ppr for his section, really scare me away!
Oh well... it's time to study now...
till here...
hope i'm not carried away by MSN... haha!

Oh! Touchwood!

'Yesterday', 14th of May was the last show of CTG's production: Oh! Touchwood!
I'm a sets & backstage crew of the canto production. To be honest, this is the production that I enjoyed most (although this is just the 2nd production that i've taken part in). It turned out better than what I've expected.
Especially for those ppl who are having this year as their last year of uni, this production is really a good one! Everyone's having fun.
Being 'on duty' for some of shows is actually the time for me to relax. Coz don't have to think abt assignment and studies, but play cards and UNO. haha!
Hope that there's a next production for me to join and play.

Tired and sleepy now... came back not too long ago from the post-production dinner.
Going to sleep now... Tuesday have test ar! assignment also haven't done yet!

WHY?!

Unlucky me...
Being rejected for 2 of my 2 applications recently!
Well, being rejected for a reason... i can accept that...
But if being rejected without knowing the reason?!

WHY?!!

*speechless*

It's May!

Woa.. May is the most stressful month for me in this sem.
Tests, assignment and CTG production!
hope i can cope well with all of those. aih...
I'm busy until forgot that my friends are goin to USA and didn't get the chance to say bye and safe journey to them. :( hm.... Anyway, they'll be fine... haha!

CTG's having 8 shows. I'm on duty as a backstage crew for 4 shows. It was fun though... hehe!

And tests.... IBS test again! the hardest subject for me this year. and some seniors said 2nd year is the toughest year.

plus IBS assignment! Who says Biomed ppl don't have assignment?! haha!
This is the first long essay for me since I went into uni. and I haven't started it yet! well, at least I've done my research so far. And on Friday, I was pissed by my 'unfriendly' tutor! Who didn't read my email properly, straight away refused to answer my email after he read my first sentence in that email. Even if he's not suppose to help me on my first question, he didn't bother to read the following enquiries that i have! Anyway, I emailed him again and he did answer.... but doesn't sound happy. haha! Or it's just me guessing?!

4 more weeks before my 1st paper in June! That's fast!! scary....
ok, need to go back to study now...

I need sleep!

Woa.... I slept quite late yesterday night...
So this morning 8am lecture, I was totally can't concentrate on the IBS lecture!
It was so so very bad! Just tried all my best to scribble everything i can into my lecture notes. But nothing much went into my head. Missed so many things and things that i managed to write down were just crap!
Felt bad coz this lecture was not a boring one but I just couldn't make myself listen to him.
So, the moral of the story is.... I need sleep!

Anyways, the IBS prac today was quite ok. not a hard one though...

hmm... wat else..... feel quite happy today despite that early 8am lecture and then the boring 9am analytical chem lecture. haha!