Wheee....

Went out with a primary school fren today...
where to?
after lunch, we went to our primary school! haha! well, just drove around it, didn't get off the car. Never went there for years now! ever since i left school, i only been into the school for once (for a price giving ceremony) and that's it! haha!
then to my sec school. haven't been back there for almost 2 years now.
The buildings are still the same
saw some pics of my teachers... most of them still look the same thou :D
then went to the Curve. hmm.. next time hv to go there for RedBox lar! haha!
Had a great time today. :D thanks buddy!
Hope that next time we don't hv to 'count 1 2 3' again (u know wat i mean)! haha!

Merry Christmas!!

It's my first christmas in melb!!
eh.. hang on... i think this is the 2nd one...
ya... i've been here in melb few years ago. that time, i left on the 26th i think... or 25th? but definitely not 27th!

well, this is my first christmas in melb city!

went to the crown for the christmas carols at 8.10pm
after that, we waited for the flame along the river but it didn't come out!
so we went home after that. :(

then, watched the Carols by Candlelight on tv.
it's actually a 'concert' in Melb, an open-air stage.
next time if i'm in melb for christmas, must go to their rehearsal on the 23rd! it's far cheaper than the real show... ya.. you need to pay for the REHEARSAL!!
and another thing is...
a fren just told me that Boulevard in Ivanhoe has lots of xmas decorations!
many houses there are decorated for the xmas.
i remember seeing few houses like those at Endeavour Hills

hmm... my 2 'christmas plans' if i'm in Melb during xmas...
1) go to the REHEARSAL of Carols by Candlelight then watch the real thing on tv
2) see decorations at Boulevard in Ivanhoe
:D

i guess things i like most abt xmas are the carols and the decorations
oh... and see if i can add this on my list... boxing day shopping! haha!

'Back' in melb

Went to Syd for 6 days.
came back yesterday night (just hours ago).

well, this trip wasn't as good as i've expected.
but it's still alright.
met 2 new friends (should call them our family friends), met up with a friend, and mum's old schoolmate (or classmate?)
I think it's not a good trip for someone who has never been to syd coz we didn't go to many 'tourist spots'.
and i haven't been to the Fish market!!! :(
next time to syd, it's a must go destination for me!! haha!

It's sooooo good to be (back) in Melb. I miss my bed, my pillow, my toys, my quilt, my room, and my internet!!!!
I went to bed early in Syd, everynight before 12 (except one day, 12.30).

coming back to melb means a few more days before goin back to my 'real home'...
looking forward to meet my friends there, shopping in kl and the fooooood!!

:(

got my results today....
really disappointed by pathology... the 80% ppr with 3 essays + dunno how many (forget d) short answer questions
now that i've got my results, another decision to make now...

anyways, tmr mum and dad are goin to the GreatOceanRoad day trip.
hope they'll enjoy
while me and my grandma will be at home... hmm... i'll make a chocolate cheesecake with her.

This is bad...

Why can't i treat my parents the way i treat my friends?!
really hate myself for that!!!
To be honest, although they are here now... i'm not as happy as you thought i'll be.
I know this is not right.
I'm easily annoyed by the little things that they do. they don't have bad intension at all... but i'm just...
feel bad abt that... :(

this is my dad's first trip to Australia. for sure i want him to enjoy his stay here!
but now...
i've screwed things up.
mayb i've expected too much from them.
mayb i should just 'adapt' to 'how' they are.

i admit that i did change ever since i came overseas to study...
if not, i wouldn't feel like this right? as in...
i don't recall myself being annoyed by them when i'm still in high school!

Really hope that time can go backwards... even for 2 hours!

Disappointment...

Talked to my mum today...
Shouldn't have mentioned 'something' to her just now...
aih....

feel disappointed with her coz...
whenever i ask her for opinion when i hv problems or facing a dilemma,
wat she says is exactly wat i've thought of before i open my mouth to ask her.
and sometimes, I am the one who will be telling her why her ideas don't work!
plus she won't ask me more abt the situation and stuff. therefore that makes me very reluctant to tell her more abt it.
so... wat's the point of me mentioning my problems to her?!!
she might think that i'm old enough to make my own choice.
but i just want someone who can at least discuss the problem with me,
i'm not hoping for a direction!

不请自来的...

When all of my friends whom I usually hang out with went back to M'sia already,
(well, except that SzeSze is here in melb but with her family)
a 不速之客 came and 'stay' with me
who is that?
a pigeon! -_-|||
it laid eggs in the only pot of plant that i have at my balcony!
ya... EGGSSSSS! 2 of them!!! -_-|||

anyone know how long it'll take for the eggs to hatch and then fly away?
hope she won't lay anymore eggs from now on!
she laid the first egg on Tuesday,
and I saw the 2nd one today. -_-|||
aih....

well, it was very hot in Melbourne today... was 33c in the city at ard 4.30pm
went merayau-rayau in melb central in the afternoon... ooh... merayau-rayau means strolling in malay.
although i was alone, i quite like it that way.
well, sometimes lar...
still prefer being together with frens. :)
i went up to the cinema in Melb central...
Harry Potter starts showing today!
but hmph... noone to watch with... u guys went back already!! :(

How true are they?

Did a few tests today...

This one is quite true but not entirely:

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside. You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations. You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly. You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

How Do You Live Your Life?

This one erm....

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

and

You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)

You're logical, driven, and ruthless. You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

You Are 17 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

and some fun ones... haha!

Your IQ Is 100

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

You Are Mud Pie

You're the perfect combo of flavor and depth Those who like you give into their impulses

What Kind of Pie Are You?

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication. Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

What Language Should You Learn?

最近比较烦

考完试放假，还以为能无忧无虑的，奖励下自己在大二的 hard work。
结果现在，比放假前有更多东西想，更多东西烦。
公事、housemate 的事，都是因为当时没看清整件事情，而造成现在的烦恼。
好想在爸妈过来之前把事情都解决掉。

Sien...

我 ... 又再被证明了
是一个不能在‘紧要关头’做出令自己满意、不后悔的决定的人。
realise 并不足够。
要知道怎么改进才是有用。

想 想 想
难道就是要我做多点仓促的决定后才会改进？
那太不划算了吧 ?!

唉 ...
现在只是想有用 ar？转得回么？

不爽! 罢!
ARGH!!!

HOLIDAY!!

Yay! had my last ppr of the year er... yesterday?! coz it's 1.34 am now. haha!
and had a good dinner at nic's place. :D
thanks to u guys for postponing the dinner till i finish my exam! how nice!!
well... wat to do now?
go out with frens, or even just doin nothing at home, i don't mind haha!
looking forward for SzeSze to come! yay!!

all the best for ppl who still hvn't finish their exams. :)

Duh...

Duh... woke up late this morning!
miss the first hour of revision class.
so just went for 1 hour class and went home before the last hour (coz i think it's not very worth staying).
and i realise that it took me less than 30 mins to walk home from uni!! i always thought it's far but it's actually not too bad.

ok, and i thought of another thing that i can do during my holiday (ya.. started planning alrady)
that is... find out abt dreams... the meaning of those dream ppl (mostly me) had. i'm always curious abt wat are the meaning of those dreams i had.
and i had a bad one last nite. and when i woke up, i went: luckily it's just a dream!

1 down... 2 to go...

Yay! First ppr done!!
Can't wait to get IBS out of my brain! need more space for the coming 2 pprs. have to put both of them in my brain at the same time coz only 1 day in btwn the 2 of them.
ooh... i'm sure time flies as soon as i start my first ppr.
yay! which means, holiday coming soon!!!

well, today... bit disappointed with someone...
ya i know... u can't expect ppl to do the same thing to u like how u treat them. mayb i'm just expecting too much? or i care too much at first?
fine... life's like this.. u can never get things fair and square.
ok, i'm just disappointed, nothing more...

alright, just finish my dinner,
time to stuff things inside my brain now.. hope they all will go to the neocortex, or at least stay in hippocampus till my exams finish! haha!

First ppr... soon...

Woa!! Tmr (err.. i mean today) i'll hv my first ppr!!
At last!! when most ppl finish countdown-ing, 'busy' celebrating, or even 'home-sweet-home' already, I baru start my first ppr!! sad case...
haha
k, i better 'sleep earlier' now... used to sleep after 3am.. but today should sleep earlier like... 2.20 am? haha!
luckily all my pprs are in the afternoon.
all the best to me!! :D

:)

Haven't seen most of my uni frens for weeks now... until today...
SC and Nic came over today and then we had dinner together.
today is my most fun relaxing day since swot vac begins. thanks to the two of them!
when the 3 of us are together, we can be soooo childish!! haha! well, u 2 should know wat i'm talking abt. ;) haha!
and really look forward to next wed!! my last ppr! and nic's dinner! yay!!!
really can't wait for the exams to finish!!!!!!

still on my SWOT vac

well, after the 1st week of exam period, i'm still... '0 down 3 to go'
a bit sien coz still 3 papers ahead of me.
WISH i had my first ppr on the first few days, then ibs on 17th, then genetics on 21st is ok lar.. haha!

well... still struggling in neuro part of IBS. Salute to neuroscience ppl!!!
spent most of my time on neuro this time but still can't remember them.
past year ppr is scaring me!!

done some calculations on my IBS marks after getting the 2nd mid sem test results few days ago. never been 'calculative' before but this time. was on the border line (for getting H1. ya.. i know... don't shoot me on that! haha!) for first sem IBS 1 so bit 'worried?' abt this sem's IBS 2 and since mid sem results sucks!

okok, need to head back to IBS now... blek...

Where are those fans??!!

Yesterday, went to the city, thinking of getting an electrical fan.
BigW, Target... sold out!
few left in Safeway and HN.
i didn't buy at last...
went to Myer to have a look, saw the coolers there... sooooo cooling!!
but it's too exp... so forget it.
well, i think i'll just use the build-in fan in my living room at the meantime and study in the living room... which is even better coz less distraction by this computer! haha!

New element in periodic table

Got this from a fren's frenster bulletin board...


New element in periodic table!

Element : WOMEN

Symbol : WO+

Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg;

isotopes: may vary from 40-200 kg.

Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban areas.

PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper treatment. (awww...)

CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a range of precious stones and absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man. (err... eh.. ehm...)

TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a better specimen. (oops)

POTENTIAL HAZARD
illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens do not come in direct contact with
each other. (-_-|||)


!! WARNING !! PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL HEMORRHAGE AND MENTAL DISTRESS. BE CAUTIOUS (-_-|||)

What a dream...

Hmm... i just woke up 20 mins ago...
this morning 7 something, i woke up suddenly to get my quilt back from the other room coz i had been using a thinner blanket this few days...
then i went back to sleep again... and started to dream abt this... (those in the bracket is wat really is in reality. haha!)

it happened in CHKL, 国字楼 dunno which floor but definitely not the ground floor.
it was the first day of my 高二. haha!
so it's still early, sky was still quite dark (which is true coz we start class at 7.40 but i usually arrive at abt 6.30 and the sky is still quite dark) but many ppl were there already... first day of school gua...
i remember seeing my counsin sis (who is 13 years old or so), her mum, my 2 aunts (they are primary school teachers in Pg).

then i went to the toilet ... and found that there was no more toilet ppr! then i saw this door in that toilet which leads to another room! that's the store room where they keep the new toilet ppr and stuff... haha!

ok.. then something wierd happened...

the few of us, went into the toilet to practise our song! seems like we're in a band or something... with me playing saxaphone (which i dunno how to!)... in a toilet!! how 'interesting' it is! after we're finished, we walked out and saw many ppl lining up to use the toilet. and from their faces, seems that they don't know wat we were doin in there for so long. -_-|||

ok... after that...
class start liao... everyone go into their own classes but i didn't coz i went to the toilet ... again??!!!! it's a unisex toilet! (hmm.. since when CH have unisex toilets?)
and by the time i came out, my class teacher had just left... guess who is that? it's 黄国兰! (my 初一班主任 and chinese teacher. she also taught me chinese for one or 2 years after form one)
so i went into the class... 5s1... shocked to see so many ppl in that class! 70 something students in that class! (we had abt 59 ppl in my 5s1)
i remember that i said: '我坐哪里啊？' then someone (sorry... forgot the face) pointed to an empty seat for me... and gosh...
coz we had too many students, we have 5 ppl sitting in the middle in rows but sharing 3 desks only! which means 2 ppl have to 'sit back' and no desk to use! i'm one of the unlucky ones....

and who's in that class? hehe...
there's 林欣怡 (a Ktn primary classmate) who sat on my left and she has a twin sister in the class too! (i'm sure she doesn't have one in reality! haha!), then a MUOSS (Melb Uni Overseas Student Services) fren sat on my right, then further right is JY.
then behind me is 倩俐 .... on her left is a guy but i forgot who is he dee....

ok then... i heard someone said... '国语干事要换' ... means... they've just chosen a 国语干事 in 黄国兰's class??!! 黄国兰 is teaching us BM??!! That's interesting!! haha!

then there's no teacher in the class at that time coz she left early...
and in front of the class is this big projector screen, showing MTV! (well, of course we didn't have huge projector screen in our class. we have white boards)
I think the song is 杨丞琳's 暧昧 and the 2 ppl sitting next to me are busy copying down the lyrics! -_-|||

then i asked wat did i miss in 黄国兰's class... the MUOSS fren showed me his notebook, with the list of all 10 subjects... and the details abt how much weightings are each of the tests and exams.
woa!! he did the 'hw' before class even started! he said his mum wants to know abt it so he did the 'research' in advance...


well.. that's abt wat i remember from the dream... haha!
sorry if u think it's a boring dream... but it's wierd for me coz ppl from my different circles actually came together in that dream!
and some of you might not understand the whole thing... but.. that's how the dream was. :)

I usually dream every night when i sleep... is that good or bad?

Those where the days...

I'm suppose to sleep 20 mins ago... but i can't sleep...
not because it's too early

:(
miss the days me and JY chat till late at night...
miss the days when we tell each other abt any interesting stuff that happened during the day...

hate it when u usually (always) go back to m'sia earlier than me!
becoz i was the one who see you pack ur stuff like crazy (coz u always leave at the day u had ur last ppr),
and becoz i was the one who peeped at the windows to see if the taxi had arrived...
and then i'm the only one in the empty space...
:(