i just learnt what is stress,
that's when i realised when i don't handle them well it affects my health/well-being. i know since highschool that it'll make my 'old problem' worse (this problem was completely gone for a year while i'm in trinity college!), but then now there are other problems too

i actully wish that i'm sick *touchwood* so that i can get away from them for a moment, although i know that i still hv to deal with them later.

sigh...